James. That is, was, my best friends name was it not? James. I am innocent. Lily, that was... oh yes.... his wife. Another good friend...thats the word isn't it? of mine... yes...Their house, burning, I persuaded them to choose peter, all my fault all my fault...but I am innocent... all those people, the fire burning, their deaths...Peter's fault... I am innocent... I cause their deaths didn't I? Lily and James, yes, them...my...friends, I nearly forgot the word again didn't I? I'm going...no, no your not. You'll ...what is the word? I can't... no, I'm not insane, I am not... I am innocent, I am innocent I am innocent!! You hear me? You can't take that way from me!! I didn't kill them!! I didn't kill them!!!
Who?
Yes, Yes...James...and...Lily was it not? They had a son, who survived...named, I can't remember...I can hear their screams even though I wasn't there, smell there burning flesh as though I was walking among their bodies. I knew there was a reason for hope...something....something...what was it? I can't remember... Harry was it? Harry...The name wha...Burning burning...fire!! Where, what... no no no no... I AM INNOCENT. It wasn't my fault...Peter did it!Peter Did it!!!
Calm washes over to an extent as the animagus brain takes over.
Now I am noticeable of the cold of this place. My senses are somewhat normal, but the smells make me cringe on my own. I am innocent... Lily, James, the thoughts of who they are and what they mean to me come back slowly, but enough to make me sad. I cannot help it as a small wine escapes from my dog lips, but I head it no intention. I am innocent. The perpetual sadness and despair overwhelms my dog senses, but with a human mind, I am safer, to a degree, I think. I am innocent, Peter did it.
No no no no... It was my fault wasn't it?Everything, I did it. I suggested they go to the hand that killed them. I chased Peter into a open Muggle alley, where those innocent people were blown...Thier screams. No no no no...I'm guilty aren't I? Of the crimes I helped commit...set into place, helped roll into further action...
Wait! What is this? A light? In here? No no no... I have to transform...
It is calmer, maybe they are further away from me now, I can't tell. This light in the corner, so calming, its forming a person... could it be, is it really James?? It is possible?
James is Dead. I killed him.
The face with the gentle brown eyes smiled at me, and mouthed then words, "You are innocent. Believe in yourself." and the was gone.
Cold, dark, my mind swims as the dementors attack with renowned relish. I might be crazy, but I know your...whose your...just keep that hope Sirius... You are innocent, he...wait James isn't it? said you were. He's dead,but he said"I am innocent."
I will hang on, because even if I'm crazy I know that your here watching me...
This was weird, I know. Well R&R PLEASE! !!!