Disclaimer: Hey, I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho it belongs to Yoshihiro Togashi and Funimation Production and that is all.

A/N: Hello! I sort of revised the whole story just to make it more interesting and since I have to write another story about this just to make it more sense and stuff and well I just hope this ones better then the other.

Chapter 1

...Sleep over...

Six months had pass since Botan visited her friends in the Living World and most of her friends started to worry especially Koenma and the others from Spirit World. She was not lively as normal, as she head back to Spirit World after finishing her daily chores. Koenma was standing by the front door. Botan landed from the sky and asked,

"Koenma, why are you out here? Is there something wrong?"

Koenma looked at her and answered with a sigh,

"Nothing's wrong had happen, I just came here to give you a message from my little visit from Human World. Keiko asked me to tell you that she wants you to have a sleep over with her tonight…that's if you're alright with it."

She gave a sigh and tried her best to create a smile then said,

"It's been a while since I lasted talked to her, so I guess I would be there tonight."

Koenma placed his hand on her shoulder bringing a short gasp from her mouth and he asked in concern,

"Are you sure you want to go? I mean, she also told me it's alright if you don't want to go, I could tell her that."

"No, I'm alright sir. I should have known that she'd be worried of my absence. Heh, knowing her she'll get worked up so I guess I'll have to go for her sake." she replied as she walks pass him.

0 x That Night x 0

That night, she arrived at the Yukimura residence and it was indeed been six months since she last visited the Human World and it made her wonder why now that Keiko would tell her to come by her house. As she slid the shoji open, Keiko's parents was what she first saw.

"Oh, you must be Botan am I right?" Mrs. Yukimura asked.

Botan bowed in respect then gave a fake smile and answered,

"Yes, good evening Mr. and Mrs. Yukimura. Keiko invited me for a sleep over and so I guess I'm here."

"Mom, is Botan here al…ready?" Keiko came downstairs and as she spotted Botan already, she stopped on what she was asking and looked in surprise.

Botan waved her hello with her well known façade and greeted,

"Hello Keiko! Long time no see am I right?"

With from a shock expression to relief, she suddenly gave her a tight embrace and cried,

"Oh Botan, thank goodness! I thought you'd never come since it's been half a year since I last saw you!"

"Uh, Keiko! Your grip, it's so tight! I can't breath!" Botan replied.

After the welcoming, they headed straight to Keiko's room and started chatting about certain subjects and what Botan was missing out during her absences.

"Oh my are serious!? You and Yusuke are getting married next spring?" That's amazing! Just tell when and I'll schedule It.," she said in her so-called-cheery tone.

Keiko wasn't dense to think she could be fooled by her façade and asked in a melancholic tone,

"Botan, why haven't you stopped talking to us for the past few months?"

Botan jolted in shock then turned to her and lied,

"A lot had happen in Spirit World since the Demon World Tournament, you know deaths of certain competitors and there was a lot though. I couldn't visit as often as I wanted to since my place isn't here."

With a concern look and telling her, she didn't believe it, she protested.

"Botan, I can tell you're lying, I would want to know what really happen. I know you too well and it's something that I know it made you avoid us."

"What are you talking about, I said I was busy work and why would I lie about it?"

Botan didn't want to lie to her and at the same time, share her pain to someone who cared for her so she stayed quiet for a while.

"Botan, I know something made you depress to come back and I want to know what is it." she said.

"And what does it matter to you! If I did tell you, you would just make it worse!" she yelled.

She covered her mouth and dared not to look at her.

"Botan, Kurama hasn't been visiting since three days after you left. Yusuke came by to his house and said he was finding and that he was busy with his work also."

Her azure bangs concealed her teary eyes and answered,

"What does he have to do with my absences? He has a job as a business man am I right, so of course he's always busy."

"Not until you left," she added.

Keiko could see tears' rolling down her cheeks as her friend turns her head down and each time it drips she could hear her silently sob.

"Botan, I want to know what happened. Seeing you like this makes me sad also, and I couldn't stop to think that I'm a useless friend."

"Why…why am I such an idiot! I should have kept my mouth shut. I would have never thought it would hurt this much! Even by just hearing his name or thinking about him would just bring me so much pain!" she cried.

Botan released all her tears and kept saying it was all her fault for feeling regretful. Keiko felt sad also after Botan admitted what was wrong with her after she said Kurama's name.

"Botan," she whispered sadly.

Keiko gently rubbed her back for solace and Botan kept on crying on her shoulder.

'If this caused her so much sadness, then I know why she left.' she thought.

"I'm sorry for bringing him up. It's my fault for forcing you to tell me even if it's not my business." she apologized.

"No, it's not your fault and I'm very sorry for not telling and just remembering that day it just makes more depress at it is." she explained.

Keiko had an idea then smiled,

"Tell you what, tomorrow morning after breakfast, why won't we go shopping with Yukina and Shizuru?" she asked.

Botan lifted herself, wiped all her tears, and tried her hardest to smile and forget what just happened and agreed.

"Sure, I guess that will help. Thanks Keiko, I'm glad to have a friend like you."

"No worries, that's what friends are here for." she said with a smiling tone.

That night the two fell asleep but Botan could not stop thinking about what had happen with him and herself that it starts haunting in her dreams also.

…..FLASH BACK….

Kurama got off from work and then someone called out his human name,

"Hey Shuichi, how was work?" said the voice.

Kurama thought it was one of his former classmates flirting with him and started to ignore the voice.

"Go ahead and keep ignoring me Kurama, I guess I'll just head back on my own then." said the voice.

Kurama's eyes widen as he heard his demon name and turned his body around to see whom it was, who had called him. However, as he turned back, the person behind him was gone.

Turning back looking in suspicion then suddenly,

"BOO!" someone cried out in front of him it startled him first making him fall to the ground.

"Botan, you startled me! You shouldn't sneak up on me like that." he took a deep breath from the shock.

"Well how else would I call you if you think of me of one of your flirtatious schoolmates? Besides I think I kinda like sneaking up on you." she answered then started giggling.

She held out her arm and helped him up.

They spend there time in the park where they were sitting on the bench talking and laughing at the same time.

"Kuwabara actually had the courage to ask Yukina on a date?" Kurama asked.

"Yea, since Hiei's gone he thought he has Yukina for himself. Although those two don't that Hiei's always watching them.," she replied.

"So I'm actually not the only one who knows about it then."

From a smile to a frown she looked at the evening clouds that were slowly moving around, she bluntly asked,

"Since Hiei rarely comes here, doesn't it get lonely when he's not around?" She turned to him who arched his eyebrow giving her a strange look and she said nervously.

"That's not what I meant! I was just saying he's been with you ever since and I thought it wouldn't be the same without him."

"Well you're right, I got to admit. It was fun when Yusuke and Kuwabara pester him. But I don't really feel lonely at all since you come around and started visiting me." he said as he gives her a warm smile.

"Thank you," is all she could say, before they knew it. Botan pressed her lips against his bring a quick jolt. Then he got up the courage to hold onto her shoulder to cease her actions.

"Botan," he whispered sadly.

Botan realized what she had done and apologized.

"I-I'm sorry, I d-didn't mean too."

He stood up from where he was sitting then Kurama didn't look at her then said,

"I should be the one to apologize. I'm sorry but, I hope you could understand."

Her eyes widen in shock and as she lifts her head up seeing him walking away from her, tears started falling from her eyes and whispered,

"What have I done? This is my entire fault"

She covered her mouth and suppressed her tears as she quickly flies back to Spirit World.

Reaching her destination, she rushed to her room. She spotted Koenma walking towards her but she did not care.

"Hey Botan are you alright?" he asked.

Nevertheless, she did not listen and walked passed by him.

"Wait Botan where are you going?" he cried.

Botan didn't answer and started reaching to her room.

Falling into her bed, she cried her heart out.

"It's all my fault," she cried.

…..END OF FLASH BACK……

"It's all my fault," she whispered in her sleep as tears stained her face then suddenly she awoke from her sleep realizing she was crying as she slumbers.

She looked at the alarm clock and it read 5:30 A.M, she then turned to Keiko who was sleeping peacefully then all of a sudden her communication mirror started bleeping only for hear and as she opens it, Koenma appears on the screen.

A/n:

Heheh, sorry if I have to remake this and I just felt like remaking the story since the old one doesn't really make sense at all. But I would have to take some of the old chaps into the new one so it would be interesting. So far I hope you all would review me if this one is better then the other.