Why Did I Do This?
By TriGemini
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any of the other characters in the book, J.K. Rowling does.
Why did I do this?
I suppose in the beginning I believed to be doing right.
However, in the end I realized I made many mistakes.
I turned my back on what was right.
I completely lost myself in darkness, shutting out the light of truth.
I believed in the madness that surrounded me.
Contributed to the chaos, which was unleashed onto this world.
I never realized the seriousness of the entire matter.
I was blinded by ambition and power.
I let myself be drawn into by false promises and lies.
I suppose in the end I even lied to myself.
Trying to convince myself that what we were doing was the right thing.
Again, like everything else it was all lies.
And like everything else in the end, everything fell apart.
I was right to think in the beginning it was wrong.
It's unfortunate that I realized too late.
For everything was lost…
It was finished…
Merlin…!
What had I done?
I only hope that in time people will forgive…me.
And hopefully with time I will be able to forgive myself.
And forget, as well.
Even though, I don't believe I'll ever be at peace with myself.
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