I don't know what I just did, but I uploaded my first fanfic and it's a song fic too. Thanks to Arisa for this…
I do not own Alice Gakuen or any of it's characters.
Chapter 1: So Sick, Natsume
"Natsume, I hate you so much right now. I can't believe you could do that to me!" shouted Mikan angrily as she tried to fight back the tears.
"Mikan, you I would never do that to you. I'd never ever do anything to hurt you." Natsume said. His voice, which was usually cold and emotionless, sounded so depressing. He sounded hoarse as if he had just stopped crying.
"I'm sorry Natsume. But I can't trust you anymore. I'm sorry. " replied Mikan coldly as she started to walk away.
Natsume grabbed her wrist but she just struggled. A trickle of tear fell down from Mikan's face. Natsume saw this and said,
"Mikan, you know-" but Mikan interrupted him by pulling herself away from his grasp. She ran away, as fast as she could, away from Natsume.
Natsume was breathing hard. The only girl, who loved him for real, and the one he fought for, was slipping away from him. He watched her run. His eyes were covered by his bangs but tears were clearly visible as it was falling down too fast. He went back to his room, apparently too miserable to talk to anyone, even Ruka.
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
After 1 week…
"At this rate, he'll finish the whole month without saying a single word." Ruka thought to himself as he watched Natsume staring at the sky as he was sitting under the Sakura tree.
"Hey Natsume, what's up? You've been like that for a week." asked Ruka.
He waited for a few seconds but Natsume remained silent. Ruka sighed.
"This is getting nowhere." he said inside his head.
After a few months…
"Mikan still isn't talking to him." said Anna as they were eating lunch.
"It's been so long since I heard Natsume talk. I'm starting to think he's lost his voice." replied Nonoko.
Koko, Anna, Nonoko, and Yuu watched Natsume staring blankly from a safe distance as they were eating. They all sighed in fear of what Natsume might become. Koko got bored of this and started reading Natsume's mind. It was like he was telling himself something, angrily.
"It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)"
Koko stopped there. He knew Natsume would do something. He was too curios too curios for his own good. He wanted to listen again but the others were starting to leave. He sighed then followed.
"No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?" Natsume thought. Suddenly his phone rang. He looked at it and saw Mikan's number. He smirked then turned it off. He and Mikan was over. He ran back to his room quickly, trying to avoid anyone from seeing his tears flow. But he didn't notice someone behind the tree, Mikan. She was half crying as she closed the phone in her hand.
Inside Natsume's room, he did something with this on his mind:
"Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be"
He turned on the radio that Hotaru forced him to buy during one of the school'd festivals. But as he sat down, he started to shake. He was trying to fight back the tears.
"That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio"
"Hn. I hate these love songs." He said to himself as he was half crying. Tears were building up in his eyes but he had been fighting it back.
"Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)"
He tried to turn off the radio but it seemed like it was permanently on "ON" mode. His head was telling him to turn it off but his hand didn't seem to get the message.
"Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin' you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?"
"I'll get Imai for this." he said as he turned off the radio. He got up and went to his bed. He was still thinking about Mikan….He just can't let her go.