Why do I hear these voices in my head? Have I gone insane? Have I chosen the path to leave the memories behind?8:00 Am, the morning sun rising over the towns square, rays piercing through the windows reflecting off mirrors in stores. Edward waits at a nearby Train-station

"..I'm sorry Winry, Al, everyone"

-I can take a few, rain-drops on this empty house, that don't bother me-

The rain clouds slowly start to form up over the over-cast sky as it darkens the first Rain-drop lands on Ed's shoulder

-I can take a few tears and just let'em out-

Grips onto his suitcase, looking up into the clouds thinking about what happen

-I'm not afraid to cry every once in awhile even though what's goin' on with you gone still upsets me-

The first train arrives as he walks in, the crowds reside in the train making themselves comfortable in their seats reading either newspapers, typing out messages on their laptops, listening to mp3's, or chatting on their cellphone.
Ed takes out his stop watch looking to see what time it is, currently 8:03 Am.

-There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me-

The doors whirr close shut, soon the train departs on its Destination computer Monitor Reports "Next stop, Central Station"

-what hurts the most, has been so close-

Watches the on-going passes of housing's and hotels

-and havin so much to say, than watching you walk away, and never knowin, what could've been and not seein'that lovin' you, is what I was trying to do..~ -


The train comes to a halt in its destination, but not Ed's

-its hard to deal with the pain of loosing you everywhere I go, but I'm doing it-

He looks out into the window only to reveal a group of friends chatting and three little kids, what appeared to be playing tag

-its hard to force that smile when see our old friends and I'm still alone-

The train continues to its next destination

-still harder, getting up, getting dress, living with this regret, but I know if I could do it over-

"Excuse me sir?" a voice spoke out "Is, this seat taken?" it's Roy-mustang, but Ed looked almost like Pride "certainly" he replied moving over one seat

-I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart, that I left unspoken-

*thunder roars*

Edward pulls out his I-phone, it has a picture of him, Winry, and Al together, while Ed's showing the bunny ears over Al's head. He looks at his Messages, reads "Come back home safely ~mom"

-What hurts the most, is being so close, then watching you walk away.. and never knowin' what could've been, not seeing that I'm loving you, is what I was trying to do..oh~ *guitar solo*-

The train comes to a halt at Ed and Roy's destination as the doors swing open, Ed carries his suitcase and walks out followed by Roy

-oh yeah-


Rain starts to pour down on Ed then Roy comes with an Umbrella holding it over his head near a Traffic light crosswalk accompanied by a group of people

-what hurts the most, was being so close and having so much to say (to say) than watching you walk away-

Roy walks off as Ed watches, he runs to him with his hand in the air "Excuse me! Are you, Roy mustang?" the man turns around still with the umbrella in hand "Yes? And you are?" he raised an eyebrow

-and never knowing, what could've been-

"It's me..!" he pointed to himself, Roy looks closely "Oh, Mr. Elric" he said then turned around "your going to catch a cold, suggest you follow me then kido" he insisted

-and not seeing that lovin you, is what I was trying to do-

Ed smiles, he's going back home, where he belongs

-not seeing that lovin' you That's what I was trying, to do~ooo…-

For: Raven (Fallen Crystal Moon) and many fans out there