I can't take this anymore.
Hello everyone here's another fanfic that I decided to make and this one I thought it would be interesting if I did one that didn't deal with cheating. Since my last one did and for my other two that I'm going to be posting soon, they'll also deal with heartache and betrayal. So yeah well I hope you guys like this Story. If so well then that makes me very happy.
Disclaimer: Well before I forget, I don't own Naruto. Only Kishi-sensei does, but I do own this story that I created though.
Chapter one.
As I looked out the window of my bedroom, I could see the whole leaf village from here. I used to think that none of this would ever happen; getting married, having a place to call my own and being 7 months pregnant with my second child. Yes life was good. But not good enough I guess, since now after 4 years my husband has found another. Being married to one of the Konoha's most sexiest men is really hard. With all the women that throw themselves at him, saying things like 'Sasuke please marry me' or 'I'll have your baby' or something along those lines. And never once before did he ever consider any of their offers until now. And who you may ask has he chosen to marry and have children with. Well it's no other than our old teammates long lost cousin Karin Uzumaki. When I found out about this I confronted Sasuke and asked him why. And he told me it was because he wanted a powerful bloodline mixed with his, and being an Uzumaki, one of the rarest clans like the Uchiha's it was a no brainer and that I shouldn't question his decisions and what he does. I'm nothing more than a person to help him rebuild his clan with and nothing more.
And after that day it was only two or three days later did they get married and I had to stand there with a fake smile placed on my face as I watched them say their 'I do's' and I couldn't do anything about the ceremony was over they went back to the Uchiha compound to consummate the marriage. and you know what I thought was bull shit? I had to move into one of the rooms on the second floor, and to make matters worse is the fact that it was right underneath their bedroom. So for the next 5-7 hours all I heard was banging, screaming, moaning and groaning. And as it happened my son Daisuke, was there next to me asking what was going on and why is there another woman in his dad's room.
I stared down at him and told him that was getting another new mom. He then looked up at me and said that I was his only mother and that he didn't want another one. He also said that when he said hi to her at the wedding she cursed at him, and told him that once she gave his father a son he would be the true heir and he was nothing but a useless nothing just like his mother. And of course after hearing that I was beyond mad, I was furious, what gave her the right to tell my son he was nothing, when she herself was nothing but a sluty tramp. Without thinking I told him to stay here and made my way up the stairs to "Their New Room" And smashed the door down. They both looked up from what they were doing and I looked from Sasuke to karin, and kept my eyes on her with pure hatred.
"Who the hell gives you the right to talk down to my son like you're some queen or some shit!"I yelled. She just looked at me and gave me a smirk.
"If I were you I'd better leave Pinky. You're not welcomed here." She said
"You know what, you good for nothing-" I was cut off by Sasuke yelling at me.
"SAKURA GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE NOW! HOW DARE YOU COME UP HERE AND INTERRUPT US." He said to me. I looked over at him and saw him get up in all of his full plowen naked glory. " Well do you have anything to say for yourself?" He asked and before I could respond he slapped me twice but the second one is what did me in. And this one sent me crashing into the door frame. When I tried to get up he kicked me in the stomach repeatedly and with each kick he used more force I started to cry and tell him to stop, because of the baby, but he didn't listen.
When he finally stop I had blood coming out of my mouth, when I looked down I saw that my stomach had a dent in it. and I was horrified and I started to scream and cry.
"Will you just shut up already. Get your ass up and go back to your room. And if you ever come up here again when you're not told or asked to you'll have it worse than you got tonight." he said with such venom, that when I looked up at him his mangekyō sharingan was spinning. I just shook uncontrollably and grabbed on to the broken door frame that I was sent throw and staggered back down the stairs, one hand tightly holding on to the railing and the other against my kicked in stomach. When doing so I heard an evil and amused laugh and I turned my head to see both Sasuke and karin watching me struggle down the stairs.
"See this is what you get, you should know where your place is and learn never to talk back to your superiors." And with that they turned back around and went back to what they were doing, like what Sasuke had done to me was nothing.
When I reached the bottom step for the second floor, I went into my room and as soon as I opened the door I noticed that Daisuke wasn't anywhere to be found.
"Daisuke, baby it's mommy where are you" I said in a weak voice. And as soon as I said that, the door to the closet opened, and out ran my four year-old bundle of joy.
"Mommy I was so scared. I heard you yelling then daddy yelling and then a big crashing sound."
"oh it's okay baby, I'm here." I said and when I felt him tense up and push away from me. He looked me up and down, and then started to cry.
"Daddy did this to you didn't he." he said, and then he looked at my stomach, he placed his hand on it and I felt a stabbing pain in my stomach and feel to the floor.
"You Have to promise me something baby." I said as he helped me on to the bed and he crawled in next to me.
"What is it mommy?"
"you can't tell anyone about this okay no one not even Uncle Naruto."
"But why, daddy isn't supposed to hit you. that's what uncle Naruto said."
"I know but telling Naruto wouldn't be a good Idea."
"Why?"
"Because if Naruto were to ever find out," I paused and swallowed. "It wouldn't turn out good and then you would never see your daddy for a long time."
"No I don't want daddy to go away." He said and started to cry even more.
"I know baby, I know. Just promise me okay."
"I promise."He said.
And after that incident I made sure to get up early so that Daisuke and I didn't have to run into either Sasuke or karin. It was about three weeks later that I found out that Karin was pregnant and that I gave birth to my premature daughter. Sasuke never showed up since he decided to go on a mission instead of being here for me and his daughter. Daisuke came in to see what his little sister look like and when he saw her he was so happy. But what he didn't know was that she had some bruising around the head and the doctors said that she'll live but there's a high chance that she'll have mental disability.
"mommy what's her name?"
"Well I hadn't picked one out yet I was hoping you'd help me think of one." I said with a smile.
"Umm…." I smiled and laughed as he tried really hard to think of a name. "ugh.. how about Luna?" He said.
"Luna? Yeah that sounds pretty." I said to him and got out of bed and slowly walked over to where the incubator was and hugged him. "Luna it is."
"Hi Luna it's me Daisuke your big brother, well I don't know if you can hear me or anything, but I just want to let you know that no matter what happens I'll be there for you and mommy. So you can count on me for anything." He said as he tilted his head up high and made a fist then placed it on his chest.
"Yes you will sweetheart yes you will."
I couldn't take Luna home for almost a month and a half and when I did I was so happy. And so was Daisuke, but of course Karin wasn't and she always said that , the night Sasuke beat me
that I should have had lost the baby. I just ignored her and when Sasuke came home from his mission he came to see what his daughter looked like. With pink hair and green eyes just like her brother. Well expect that Daisuke had black hair instead of pink.
"Hn. What's her name?" He asked.
"Her names Luna." I said and he just started at her and then she opened her eyes, when she saw Sasuke she cooed and reached out to grab his finger.
"Hn" Was all he said and when I looked up at him I saw that his eyes soften a tiny bit. and then that Bitch came bursting through the door yelling like a mad woman. Ruining everything.
"SASUKE, your back I was so worried about you." She said as she wrapped her arms around his waist. But when she noticed that he wasn't looking at her, she turned to see what was so important.
"Eww you're looking at that pink haired freak of a baby."
"Hey don't you dare call my baby a freak you-"
"Sakura, Karin shut up." He said and we both did.
Then after a few silent minutes later he removed Luna's little chubby baby fingers from his finger and walked out the room dragging Karin with him. When they were leaving Karin turned around and stuck her tongue out at me. Bitch, I hope you die a painful and miserable death. I thought to myself. After they left I got up and closed the door. Walking back over to my bed I turned on the tv and changed it to a kid friendly channel.
"Mommy?"
"Yes Daisuke."
"Mommy umm.. I gotta ask you something important."
"What is it Daisuke?" I asked starting to get worried a little.
"Umm… Well there's this girl…"
"Oh a girl huh, What her name." I asked as I felt the weariness go away.
"Umm…Her name is Rania, and I..um… feel weird whenever I'm with her. Is that a bad thing or.."
"Oh no baby of course not, but aren't you a little too young to start having crushes? And besides isn't that Uncle Naruto and Aunt Hinata's daughters name though?"
"Ugh.. Yeah.. So!" He said
"Hahahaha…. It's okay baby I wont tell anyone. So tell me does she know that you like her?" I said
"I don't know, but we always are together when we're at school and when we walk home. But you gotta promise not to say anything mommy, I mean it."
"Yes I promise." I looked over at Luna who was now sitting up against the pillows that were in her crib. "What about you Luna, do you promise too?"
And all I got was a huge smile and then a laugh.
Later that night I decided to make spaghetti and garlic bread.
"Can I help you mommy" He asked
"Sure honey you can help me, here how about you help me stir the tomato sauce." I placed the sauce bowel on the table and told him to keep stirring as I put in the ingredients. Once done I placed it on the stove and began to cook it. After finishing the noodles, sauce and bread I grabbed the pitcher of lemonade that I made earlier today, two cups, plates, forks and a baby bottle for Luna. Placing our food on our plates and then on the trays I quickly cleaned up and after putting the dishes in the drainer we headed for our bedroom. In the room we had a table and three chairs. I placed my tray and then taking Daisuke's and put them on the table. I then went to get my breast bump and started to bump milk from my breast into the bottle. After about a few minutes I had about ¾ of the bottle full and went over to grab Luna's high chair and placed her inside.
"Go on and eat Sweety, I'll eat after i'm done feeding your baby sister."
"Okay. Thank you for this meal" And with that he dug in. "Mmm, mommy this is amazing. I think this is your best dish yet." he said as he started to stuff his face full of the spaghetti.
"Honey you always say that about all my cooking. And don't eat too fast I don't want you choking." I said. I picked up Luna and held her in my arm and started to feed her the bottle.
"I won't mommy. I promise." And he began to eat slower. Looking down at Luna she kept her eyes on me the whole time as I feed her. after she finished more than half the bottle I placed her over the towel that was on my shoulder and began to burp her.
"Burp, cough, cough." She went.
"hey mommy did I do that when I was a baby?"
"Huh? Yeah you did, but of course you drank more milk than she is right now." I said and after I was finished Burping Luna I placed her back in her crib and turned on her multi-animal lights as she started to fall asleep.
I returned back to the table and poured Daisuke and myself a cup of lemonade. Then I began to dig into my spaghetti. Man I did out do myself this time. I picked up a piece of garlic bread and ripped it in half and gave the other half to Daisuke, who in turn pulled it apart and piling some spaghetti in between the pieces and stuffed it into his small mouth.
"Daisuke What are you doing?" I said in a playful tone but low enough so that I wouldn't wake up Luna.
"It's called a 'Garlic and spaghetti' sandwich. My own creation, that I made up myself." he said and then took another bite.
"Okay. just make sure not make a mess okay."
"Okay I won't." And of course he ended up doing just that.
After we finished eating he helped me bring the dishes and lemonade pitcher back into the kitchen, and helped me clean up our mess. As we were cleaning I heard someone walk into the kitchen. When I turned around to see who it was I was surprised to see it was Karin. God I don't need her shit now. I thought to myself. so I looked down and saw that Daisuke looked up and was staring at Karin with pure hatred in his eyes. Hmmm…. like mother like son. I just laughed and turned my head and tapped Daisuke on the shoulder and mouthed to him to just ignore her.
"Hello, I smelt food so where is it?"
"Food oh I'm sorry we're out.I just made enough for me and Daisuke over here. Since you told me that you and Sasuke were going out. And second I'm not your damn maid, so if you're hungry you can make your own." I said and continued washing the dishes.
"Well excuse me! I don't know who you think you are, but I don't think Sasuke is gonna be happy that you're not listening to me, and if I remember correctly, the last time that happen you ended up having some pretty bad bruises as the result of it. Or have you forgotten." She said with smirk, and folded her arms across her chest.
"Well one I don't care what Sasuke says anymore since he's so into you and doesn't give me or his own son the time of day, what's the point of even trying right. the only reason I'm still here is because of my two kids and thats it." I said and finished putting the dishes in the drainer and wiped my hands dry with a towel and turned around to face her. "And second, you think Sasuke's gonna love you forever you're very mistaken." I said. then looking down at Daisuke I said. "Hey honey why don't you go wait in the room till I come back and run your bath, Okay." He just nodded his head and ran off but not before he 'accidently' bumped into Karin causing her to bump into the wall next to her.
"Hey you little piece of-" I walked up to her and slapped her square in the face.
"Don't even think about it you piece of shit. the only reason Sasuke even married your flat chested ass was because of your bloodline and that's it."
"Hahahaha you're just jealous that I have all of Sasuke-kun's attention have him all to myself, aren't you? Oh what a shame, pity actually." She said.
"no that's not it either. God you're so fucking dumb. You don't have to believe me, but Just wait once you had a kid or two he's gonna end up finding someone else to help populate his clan that has a different bloodline than yours." I said and walked out of the kitchen but when I was standing next to her. I whispered, "Look at me he dumped me for you." And with that I left to go run Daisuke a bath. And on my way back to my room I realised how true what I said was true. He did replace me like I was nothing.
"I'm telling Sasuke on you, you bitch!" She said and the only thing I did was shake my head and went into my room, locking the door .
"Ready for your bath Daisuke?"
"Yep I even got my duckie and boat all ready to go as well." He said with a huge grin on his face. After I ran the water I decided that I'd join Daisuke.
"Hey mommy what are those for?"
"What are what for Daisuke?"
"Those" He ended up pointing at my breast and I looked down at them.
"Oh you mean my boobs? Oh there for um…." Damn what do I say? "Um… there for sleeping on like pillows,and they help feed you when you were younger and your baby sister." Yeah that's innocent enough.
"There for sleeping on, can I sleep on them then?"
"Of course you can sweety!"
"Yeah I get to sleep on mommy's boobies!"
"hahahahahah" I just laughed and splashed water in his face.
And for the next 30 minutes we splashed each other and then I finally told him that it was time to wash up and get out. Afterward we put on our pj's and I tucked him into bed and picked out our clothes for tomorrow. Since I had to go back to work I was glad that they had a daycare there for all the mom's that worked there. After that was done I turned on the four night lights that were around the room and got into bed and said goodnight to Luna and Daisuke. Daisuke said goodnight and snuggled up against my breasts and smiled then finally after a few minutes fell asleep. And not to long I fell asleep as well.
Yeah my first chapter is done \(^o^)/ ! Anyway I'd love feedback from all of you and what you guys thought of it as well. I know this chapter isn't as long as the other first chapters for my other fanfics, but I decided not to make this one very long. Anyway….. Plz don't forget to Read&Review.