Porcelain
drakkarnoir
I had no idea. Honest, I don't know what was I thinking when I heard this song and typed up the story. God, I always did something out of my conscious. *gasp*
And it was Better Than Ezra - Porcelain
Cursing to himself he stormed out of the building. He had enough with this. Pulling the door of his car as though he would rip it apart and slammed the door back as soon as he slumped on the driver's seat he cursed again. No doubt his anger had reached his maximum level as he fumbled on the ignition and cursed loudly before the car strummed up to life. Tires screeched loudly as he sped on the road. In his mind the images of the person that betrayed him seemed to played on forever. He hated this. Cursing again on himself for being this weak. Grimmjow Jaguerjacques never felt so low like this. Not that he had never been betrayed before, it's just this time it hurt really bad. Like shit.
What's more embarrassing him was that it doesn't happen recently. Shit, he knew it all along…he knew everything…but he choose to keep his eyes closed. How? Even he couldn't answer that. He was the 'kill first talk later' kind of guy. How could he blind himself for the sake of that person? Grimmjow cursed again.
He admitted he'd sinned for his past life. He never had problems to end someone's life like it meant nothing. Damn, he was an assassin. He was a killer. He had no problems taking the life out of someone's. He had killed his friends, lovers even.
But not him
He was the target
He was the enemy
He was supposed to die…just like the rest
But there was a secret
And they had promised
He was his
And Grimmjow was his too
But he just couldn't…even when he was betrayed. And suffered. Their life had more twists and turns and it never bothered them. It was how it should be.
Grimmjow snapped himself from his thoughts when he heard horns blaring on front of him. As famous for his reflexes, he swerved the car away from the speeding tank in front of him and swiftly pulled back on the road. He was silent. Devoid of all emotions as he cruise on the highway. Grimmjow stayed like that for hours as he droved to nowhere.
Until he decide to turn on the radio
Hey. You've got a lot of nerve to show your face around here
Hey, you've got a lot of nerve to dredge up all my fears
Well, I wish I could shake some sense into you
And walk out the door
But your skin is like porcelain
Yeah, your skin is like porcelain
Just the other day I felt I had you by a string
Just the other day I felt like we could be everything
But now when I see you, you're somebody else
With somebody's eyes
And your skin is like porcelain
Yeah, your skin is like porcelain
I don't know what I'm saying
Well, I don't know if you're there
In the words you are feigning
Do you even care?
Well, I wish I could kill you savor the sight
Get into my car drive into the night
Then lie as I scream to the heavens above
That I was the last one you ever loved
But your skin is like porcelain
Yeah, your skin is like porcelain
Yeah, your skin is like porcelain
Yeah, your skin is like porcelain
Realizing the song ended and not knowing how he listened through all that lyrics, embarrassing with himself he slammed a baseball bat which he kept under the seat on the radio until nothing was heard. The car continued its silence from before.
"Damn you, Ulquiorra," he muttered under his breath, breaking the tormenting silence as he drove on.
A/n: ehh….