she doesnt understand me

she never will, every time i talk to her its like im talking giberish, im speaking plain english! Ill have to deal with the pain, but until im gone she'll never know how lucky she is to have me

ClARES POV

I open up my heart and tell him everything,

but he doesnt even care its like, i dont matter

the only thing that matters is Adam.

I dont know why though,he broke Adams heart

millions of times but he just keeps going back

for more or less reasons i hope, he doesnt

see the pain im going through, nobody does

I just wish he cared about me like he does Adam

ill always be alone in this stupid retched place i always wonder what its like to be free instead of caged ill never be free

ELI'S POV

is that Clare? sitting by herself? Is she crying into her knees? I gotta go see wats up. I run to Clare as fast as I can

"Hey Blue eyes whats wrong?"

she gets up and starts walking away

" Clare! whats wrong talk to me?"

she keeps walking and says

"Go away Eli! I dont want to talk about it!"

i grab her wrist and spin he around

"Please Clare? Talk to me?"

" My parents are seperating and selling my house!

there u happy!"she yells and torns and runs

until i grab her wrist again

" Clare! Im so sorry"

"Eli, Im losing everything i love"

"Not me"

she hugs me so tightly and cries into my shoulders

we just stand there like that until she pulls away

and kisses me in a rough but smooth passionate

kiss and we stan there kissing not caring wat anyone else thinks not caring what type of trouble we get into all that mattered was that moment right there