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hey so this is my first fanfiction I've published on here so please be kind I'll try and update as much as i can but just remember more updates the faster I'll review please XD *pleads pathetically* okay now enjoy i hope

Dahvie looked at himself and hated everything he saw he didn't know why he kept on wearing such tight clothes when always when he saw pictures or videos or even just the mirror he would look so fat compared to Jayy no compared to anyone he thought to himself he sighed softly and pulled on a pair of the baggiest jeans he could find he needed a belt to hold them but he just told himself that that was because they would be big on a 200 pound man not even noticing no matter how hard he looked in the mirror to see the ribs protruding out of his chest or see the way the light had died out of his eyes he simply saw excess fat and an ugly face staring at him even though anyone could see he was very good looking and very underweight for someone his height he let out another long sigh and pulled on a long sleeved shirt to cover his scars or what he liked to call his coping mechanism Dahvie sighed one last time while looking at himself in the mirror before he left his room.

Jayy's POV

I looked up when I heard Dahvie enter the living room I ignored the TV I just looked at him for the first time in a long while like really look at him and I was surprised he looked really skinny he had always been small but now he was looking insanely thin he was wearing really baggy jeans that must be it those probably just made him look thinner I thought to myself .

"Hey Dahvie what's up with the pants?" I asked since he usually wore skin tight ones.

"nothing" he mumbled sitting down on the couch as far as he could get from me that was strange usually he would sit right beside me and sometimes lay his head on my chest or something but he was just sitting on the far side with his legs pulled up to his chest scrolling through his phone when I looked at his face he looked… sad.

"dahv is anything wrong?" I asked looking at his face carefully he shook his head causing his rainbow colored hair to fall into his eyes.

"No seriously dude what's up?" I asked getting up to sit beside him.

He shifted away from me and flinched when I put my hand on his shoulder.

"I said nothing" he said staring straight ahead.

I knew he was still lying but I decided not to push it we both sat in silence while we watched TV till we both fell asleep.