Searching for the meaning
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sasusaku
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Life: it's something wonderful,
something everyone always takes forgranted
something 1 person may love
something 1 person may hate
but.
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By: Miisay
Yelling..
shouting..
anger..
pain..
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This is what my life revolves around , I wish it wasn't so, I wish I could tell you otherwise.
I'm drowning in sorow-
"SAKURA!"
I jumped 10 feet in the air stumbling when I landed back onto my bed- oh shit my dads on his way up here and my rooms a mess, Im never going to hear the end of it , or feel the end of it.
I scrambled around my sanctuary (my small room where I spend every waking moment in besides school) trying to get some of the clothes and books off the floor before I get another 'beating'.pft, Im soooo going to get one anyway no matter what.
life sucks but I try to deal.
'Bam'
"Sa-KU-RA, what is THIS?" didn't I tell you to clean this UP?!!
he was visiably shaking , vain throbing on his dirty, oh so dirty forehead (and large might I add)
his hand raised , I started to shake , this is when I should duck down , cover my head and pray that he won't do to much damage-
'SLAP!'. The sound echoed through out the room and a gasp of pain could be heard.
"Im not going to waist my time on you tonight , be glad you good for nothing child."
My dad leaves my room and I crumple onto my bed.
tears of joy and pain.
1. He left without leaving a bruise this time
dad , my DAD hit me AGAIN!
My alarm clock goes of
I get up
get ready
grab a quick breakfast
and Im off to the worst place EVER.
school..
where I dont' have a single friend in
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I quckly open the front entrance door, hoping that none of my 'bullies' find me
oh shit I see Kain
Run . Run. Runn-
"Sakuurraa why isn't this great, oh MY WHAT are you WEARING? , RAGS? ahahaa!"
I looked down at what I was wearing, okay it wasn't dezigner clothes but it wasn't that bad
Dark skinny Jeans
dark tee
black and purple sweater-
oh yea Karin hates the dark sterotypical 'emo' 'goth' clothing
though I wasn't trying to be anything I just like the clothes 'SHE' dosen't like it
so the whole school dosen't .
TYPICAL HIGHSCHOOL!
I stayed silent through out her way of tourching me 'mentaly', Like I don't have enough problems anyways.
I'd be scared shitless to tell her something, If I was looking for another beating the i'd be right at home.
"My I wonder why you even try ahaha its not like Sasuke-kun is going to look twice at you ahahaa!"
Low blow
Though she dosen't know I like sorta have this thing for Sasuke
Hes a really hansome looking guy..Okay a really hot looking guy
His dark obsidian orbs, his toned lean body ,his dark spiky hair.
I wish and really wish he would look my way one day
I girl can dream though
she can dream..
'Briingg'
Finally , saved by the bell as they always say.
I looked at Karin, she was still going on about Sasuke and how he loves her deeply and hate my guts
I think shes got a screw loose if she thinks 'Sasuke-kun' likes HER.
But shes right about 1 thing..me and Sasuke would never happend.
Siiighhh.
Man aren't I glommy?
I took 1 more look at her ,I guess she didn't hear the bell, oh well not like she learns anything.
Bitch. Ugh.
I turned on my heel and rain to my locker , hoping me leaving like that won't get her lackys all over my ass again.
Quckly spinning in my combo I grabed my first two classes text books and my binder and slamed it shut , giving my lock 1 more spin for safty (im paranoid like that, you get like that with no one watching you behind if you get what I mean)
and running down the hall to math class with my head down hoping no one notices me and trys to attack me.
Turning down the last hallway to my classroom ( Nobodys tried to bully me yet wooot!!)
'BAMM'
wtf?
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I hope you liked this, it's ,my first story ever and I have read alot on so im trying to get the basics down for a great multi-chapter story :)
hope this meets everyone standards
review if it's not much trouble
Ideas, suggestions and
constructive critisism are accepted.
Flames aren't.
^_^
p.s : There might be mistakes , Im sorry I might have missed quite a few.
Miisay. outt.