This is my first fanfic so and advice would be appreciated, so PM if you have any advice or just leave a review
Dear Katniss
Every time I turn on the television my heart races, I'm so scared that I'll see you lying dead on the ground with the canon firing around you. I wish you were here, I miss you so much. I can't believe you volunteered for me, it should be me out there risking my life, not you, you don't deserve this. Stupid Effie Trinket and her stupid ballot box, she could have picked anyone's name out of there but it had to be mine, and you had to volunteer. One day I promise you this will all be over and no one will ever have to go through this, I will stop this. They say it's to remind of us our wrongdoing or something, yeah right, it's just to prove they have a hold on us, power over what we do and what we think. Fear, it's one of the most powerful emotions isn't it, that's why they do this, to scare us.
Mum's getting worse. It's like she's not there. If you die... I don't even want to think about it; I don't know what I would do, it'll be Dad and the mining accident all over again. You'd know what to do if you were here, you always do. Gale still brings us food and game, but I can tell how much he misses you; you were always so close. Even buttercup misses you, everyone here in district 12 does, we all want you to win so much, because if you don't, well, you know the score. 24 go in, 1 comes out.
It was horrible today, watching you in the arena. When the careers were chasing you, the guy from district 12 was there with them, Peeta, so much for working together. The girl from 1 died, tracker jackers. They were chasing you, it was so hard to watch. You being hunted down like an animal. Karma I guess.
I feel so helpless. I'm so alone here, Mum's no help, she barely even talks anymore, I'm so scared, that you won't come back. Everyone here keeps telling me that it'll be okay and you'll be fine. What do they know, they can't tell the future.
So, Katniss, good luck, from everyone here in district 12. I know you've kept your promise to me, I know you're trying. See you soon big sis, you can show me how to do my hair like yours and we can be a normal family. We can stop this together.
Love Prim