Okay so here is my new story. And a question: can I die now?
Confusion? Anger? Sadness? I don't know what was running through my mind. I had woken up to no one next to me. I got up and looked around. No one. His stuff was here. His phone was here. But he wasn't, either was his car. I thought he had just gone out to get something. But three days passed. Three long days full of confusion. I had called his friends and family. No one ha heard from him. He wasn't even attending his college classes. I didn't know what to think. Was he okay? Where was he? When did he leave? But most importantly why did he leave?
A week had passed. No call. Nothing. I looked at my stomach. If only he knew. Would he still be here? I burst into tears on the spot. How could he just leave me? He means so much to me. I quickly wiped my eyes. I don't need to be stressed. It could hurt the baby.
I walked into our room and lay down on his side of the bed. The pillow felt weird. I reached my hand inside and felt a little square. I pulled it out. It was a velvet black box. I slowly opened it. There sat the most gorgeous ring I had ever seen. It had a big diamond with small red heart-shaped rubies on the band. If he was going to propose why would he leave?
I put the box on the nightstand and grabbed a scrapbook Amber had made us. It had 'Fabina' written really big on the front. I miss him really bad. How could I not? He had been gone for 3 weeks. He was the love of my life and I was pregnant with his child. I looked through the scrapbook.
It's been 2 months. No sign of Fabian. No one knows where he is. I found out today I was having a baby boy. I was going to name him Jason Fabian Rutter. After his dad, in case he never gets to meet him.
I was beginning to think Maybe Fabian just left me. Or just, vanished. But whatever it is. He better have a good reason for it.
Thanks for reading! Please R&R it means a lot! Sorry if that was short!
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