I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Dear friends and family,
I am tired of always being the perfect cheerleader. I did everything to make everyone, but myself happy. I was captain of the cheerleading squad, I dated the quarterback, I was president of the celibacy club, and I had a 4.0 grade point average, but that didn't stop my parents from kicking me out the when I made one mistake.
You want to know something I don't even like cheerleading! I hate who I've become hurting the ones I love backstabbing my friends if the need arises. Who I am is not who I want to be! The one thing I've ever done for me was glee club. I didn't join that club to destroy not really I did it because for once I wanted to do something for me. Glee club has helped so much and I don't regret the time I spent there. It gave me a taste of the life I've always wanted, but I was too broken for even them to heal me.
After all those years of trying to be someone I'm not I don't know how to be me anymore. I am broken beyond compare and there is no way anyone can ever fix me. I just can't live like this anymore, but there is one way I can fix all the trouble I have put everyone through, take away the problem.
I know this is going to sadden some of you, but really you'll be better off in the end. I won't get the chance to hurt any of you anymore. You won't have me around to bring you down anymore. Your lives will be better in the end. I do want to thank all those who have tried to fix me I really do appreciate it.
Rachel, I am so sorry for all the years I've made your life so miserable. It's just I was jealous of you had everything I ever wanted loving parents, talent, and you were never afraid to be yourself and for that I admire you. I hope you succeed in all of your dreams.
Santana and Brittany, despite everything we've done to each other I really did love you guys. We went through everything together and when we weren't hurting each other. I just want you to know I don't regret ever being friends with you two.
Glee club, I want all of you to know just how much I love you guys and appreciate everything you've done for me you made my life bearable and I will be forever thankful to you guys for that.
Goodbye everyone I will see you in another life.
Sincerely,
Quinn Fabray
As I finished the last sentence I looked at the letter one last time before fold it and setting on my bedside table. With a one last shaky breath I picked up the razor blade and slit it across both of my wrists and watched as the crimson blood poured down my arms. I lay down on my bed and waiting for the darkness that would soon over come me.
I'm gonna give all my secrets away.