Just a short drabble about Kallen and her feelings regarding Lelouch's death.

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If I would have known

If I would have known that day would be our last...

If I would have known those secrets that you kept from me,

everything that you had planned,

what would I have done?

If I had known that you loved me,

what would have happened?

That day, took everything from me.

You were my everything.

But you knew,

That I would follow you to hell.

But still I wonder,

about that day.

I wish I could have held you,

and kissed.

I would have said,

my true feelings.

But,

I would have followed you to the depths of hell.

So how am I supposed to feel?

Its nearly hell without you.

Theres nothing but memories left.

And I'll always wonder.

What could have been.

If I would have followed you,

on that fateful day.