"I Hope You Find it3"
The Storm wasnt over. They were. She missed him. So much. It wasnt her fault that he broke her heart. They havent had a REAL conversation since they day he left her. 2 years. It broke her inside. But with two years she's matured. Shes moved on. Shes found someone ELSE. She doesnt want to hate him. She really doesnt. But something in her tells her to. She never believed in learning something new over night. But when it hapens to HER, she doesnt know what to do. She remembers all this times with him. The late nights. The Tears. The Smiles. The laughs. The songs. The memorys.... She wants to let go. She hopes the best for him. Even if it isnt with her. Thinking back on it. She knows it was stupid. When he told her he needed her. She kicked him out. You CANT breakup with someone and then tell them you need them. You cant.
But the fighting. the headlines. the tears that it brings to her eyes. Shes done with it. She want him to know everything shes feeling. How she has moved on. But loves him. How when she made him promise her that they would get married she DID mean it. When she told him she hated him, she didnt. The times he made her feel like a princess..she missed that. But she grew up. She doesnt believe in "Prince Charming" or "Fariy tales" and more. Her glass slipper is now a converse. Her crown is a baseball cap. Her gown is whatever she has in her closet for that day, and "Happy endings" on exisit in Disney Movies. But only for her. She wants him to find everything she wanted in life. All her dreams that were never touched. She was giving them up. For him. His happiness.
The Storm wasnt over. They were. She missed him. So much. It wasnt her fault that he broke her heart. They havent had a REAL conversation since they day he left her. 2 years. It broke her inside. But with two years she's matured. Shes moved on. Shes found someone ELSE. She doesnt want to hate him. She really doesnt. But something in her tells her to. She never believed in learning something new over night. But when it hapens to HER, she doesnt know what to do. She remembers all this times with him. The late nights. The Tears. The Smiles. The laughs. The songs. The memorys.... She wants to let go. She hopes the best for him. Even if it isnt with her. Thinking back on it. She knows it was stupid. When he told her he needed her. She kicked him out. You CANT breakup with someone and then tell them you need them. You cant.
But the fighting. the headlines. the tears that it brings to her eyes. Shes done with it. She want him to know everything shes feeling. How she has moved on. But loves him. How when she made him promise her that they would get married she DID mean it. When she told him she hated him, she didnt. The times he made her feel like a princess..she missed that. But she grew up. She doesnt believe in "Prince Charming" or "Fariy tales" and more. Her glass slipper is now a converse. Her crown is a baseball cap. Her gown is whatever she has in her closet for that day, and "Happy endings" on exisit in Disney Movies. But only for her. She wants him to find everything she wanted in life. All her dreams that were never touched. She was giving them up. For him. His happiness.