Unfortunate
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"Tell me something about the person you love."
Mikasa thinks that Eren constantly needs to be saved. She would give up her life, if it meant saving him. One would think it was the most selfless thing, but really, what drives Mikasa is the exact opposite. She is selfish— horribly so— because she would protect Eren at the risk of others dying, even herself. It's not out of love— not entirely. She does it because Mikasa knows that she will not be able to live in a world where Eren Jaeger is not by her side.
Mikasa always fights the urge to smile when Eren argues with her about her own safety. They're usually arguing about his and how she nags him about being safe constantly, so it's a pleasant yet unfamiliar change to hear him get mad at her about being safe. She especially likes his upturned eyebrows, his clenched jaw and fist and the way he raises his voice because she knows that for a tiny fraction of a moment, every fiber of his being is alive because he wants her to be alive as well.
Mikasa thinks Eren's eyes are like the grassy planes Armin always tells them about. She's only heard stories and seen pictures from Armin's books, but she thinks that it must be that same shade of emerald green because there can't possibly be a more beautiful shade. Anything else would be less than magic.
Mikasa especially loves when Eren's eyes catch the light and it turns an opaque shade of blueish green and she thinks that must be how an ocean looks like. For a moment, she thanks whatever heartless being is above them that the sun still rises because she would never have caught a glimpse.
Mikasa finds it horribly endearing when Eren is trying his best, especially on his 3DMG, because there is nothing more beautiful than when Eren puts his mind into something and gives his very best. She just wishes that sometimes, it would be her. Despite that, Mikasa takes what she can get— she's thankful for his presence alone.
Mikasa adores how Eren says what he wants— even if it does get him into trouble so often. She thinks he's brave like that and she admires it because although she can probably slay more titans than him, she will never be brave enough to say what she wants the way he is.
Mikasa is in love with the way Eren looks when he is devoting himself to something. She watches as he walks to her, eyes contently staring down at her, smile placed on his lips tenderly— albeit unfamiliarly— because he never smiles at her like that. She is in love with the way he laughs and is completely alive when he's with her and when he calls out her name, Mikasa thinks that his tongue is just the right kind of velvet because his tone is soft and soothing, like a lullaby. It's when the name rolls off completely, slipping past his lips that Mikasa feels herself cringe.
"Annie—"
"They love someone else."
A/N: This is unedited and completely raw, so I'm sorry if it sucks or is really mediocre. Having said that, I would love some feedback. Review and comment, tell me what you thought.
