Disclaimer: Don't own it, the song is Last Resort by Papa Roach, which i also don't own.
Nothing's alright
"Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a f*** if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Who did me wrong
Who did me right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way" ~ Papa Roach
My world is spinning, my head is turning, someone save me. Someone save me.
But why should I need saved at all?
The people who look at my life from the outside see it as simple, pleasant, perfect.
When in reality I am a werewolf, a secret I carry that only a few know of.
I don't know whom I'm calling out to anymore either, because James is dead.
Lily is dead.
Sirius is gone.
Peter is gone.
What family I had is gone.
Who will come save me now when I am all alone and need it most.
I have been left alone with the wolf for to long, I fear it will take over me soon.
I fear I will loose my mind.
I fear I will loose control of my body.
I fear I will loose myself.
But why should it matter anymore?
All the people I ever loved are dead.
James, my first friend, he has always been there for me since I started Hogwarts.
Lily became my friend later; she was the smartest girl, and always a good person to have a real meaningful conversation with.
Peter always followed us around, he was a nice boy but he could never help me now.
My family they never helped, I was always hidden behind closed doors, I can't go back to that.
Sirius… he loved me, he never actually told me I just knew, no one else thought I could tell he was in love with me, but if he loved me so much why did he leave me here alone.
There is so much pain, I feel hollow empty, like life has lost all meaning.
The full moon finally came up and you could see the figure of Remus Lupin being transformed into a werewolf. He sat there for a second still fully Remus and let out a howl of pure pain, and agony. Then the wolf raced of into the forest disappearing for the night, not to return till morning after a night of blood, killing, and pain. Remus called it his time of revenge against everyone who had ever hurt him.
Author's Note: Sorry it's short I will probably be adding more to this maybe with different characters, just short little one shots I don't really have time to write whole stories right now.
