My Decision
How I wish they could hear me right now, to tell them how I really feel being with them. Those moments I tried to communicate with them just became wrong and dangerous.
I couldn't speak. Nobody would dare talk to me or even visit and play for they already thought I would be of a huge trouble, thus, I decided to stay away from everybody and live alone in the Northern Forest.
It was painful to live just by myself, though I actually had someone taking good care of me but it seemed to be fate wouldn't want me to be happy, since he died for a short while after giving me life. I already thought I would live forever alone, and only could befriend the living and non living creatures roaming everywhere in the forest. But not until the new student arrived– a despicable persistent girl who would do everything just to please me. I tried my best to stay away from her, in which I even threatened and hurt her. I used my deathly glares for her to stop, but she didn't seem to give up that easily.
Until I realized, she was simply like him, a person who loves and cares for everyone. Though I'm just a teddy bear, something intently to be inanimate, actually has feelings too. I simply put my pride out for a moment and let my inner self drive along to what it really wanted. And when I found out she was about to leave, sadness engulfed my softness. I don't want to miss the chance getting my happiness. I already lost someone so dear to me and now this time - this time that I found someone that could replace him, someone who already became a part of me, I would definitely grab this, and never let it go.
I've finally decided… I'm going with her.