Disclaimer:I DONT OWN THESE CHARACTER'S THEY BELONG TO A MAN BY THE NAME OF DAVID E. KELLEY SO DON'T SUE ME!
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I hate him and I love him. I hate him and I love him.
Whom is it that I hate so much?Who may it be that I love so much?
Only one person can make me feel this way.
Only one person can make me feel loved.
Only one person can make me feel sh.it.
Who could this be?
He was my teacher...my friend...my fantasy...
The one I truly love
Then how come he hurts me so much?
The way his peircing dark eyes can look into my soul......
Its enough to make me go crazy
But does he truly honestly love me?
Or am I nothing but a problem to him?
No matter how hard I try I'm not given what I truly desire.
What is my true desire?
The heart of the man that makes my soul set afire.
But that man who I watch through the window..
He's so much more than a fantasy,
He's the only thing that keeps me going
Just thinking about him makes me get up everyday
As I take this last breath I'd want him to know..
That no matter what I'd always loved him so.
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uh i told you dark gory and suidcidal.i had this weird dream where i was her and this happened so i tried to piece together some of it...don't think im mental or anything guyz lol.its just a story/dream