Sousuke: You like me too much.
Lina: Nah… no one can like u too much! You're my little puppy!
Sousuke: Arf arf!
Sousuke's Nightmares Chapter 1
Sousuke and Chidori were talking in one night in their apartment.
"You're such a war nut, I would never be able to get everything that you do. It's like…" She started. Sousuke threw a glass of water that he had been holding against the wall, it shattered instantly. Chidori winced. Shadow covered Sousuke's eyes.
"You could never… ever understand what I went through! I never knew my parents because of the war, the friends I made always… got killed…" His voice was so angry but then trailed off.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said…" She started.
"My teammates. Yakuza, Mira, Tom, Lee. All were killed. They saved me in various ways. Either they would stand in front of me and take the bullet, or… shove me out of the way of an explosion," his voice was more quiet this time. He knelt down, falling to his knees almost. For a split second he could see blood on his hands. They were shaking. Chidori had never seen him this scared before. She went around in front of him and also knelt down.
"I'm so sorry. You never talk about the past, so I couldn't know. I want to, though. If you will let me, that is," she said, blushing. Tears filled Sousuke's eyes. He let them fall down his face. It was such a strange feeling. Something he hadn't felt in a long time.
"I cause everyone pain. I allowed you to get kidnapped, tortured, when I was supposed to be protecting you. I don't want that to happen again. I love you, Chidori," he said, head falling on to her shoulder. Chidori smiled, she closed her eyes and put her arms around him. She let him sob for awhile. She rubbed his back sympathetically. He finally stopped after about five minutes. Everything just suddenly rushed out, all of the feelings he thought he had in check, they were gone now.
"Are you okay?" She asked. Sousuke nodded, eyes red from the tears. He did not like this feeling. There was an emptiness in his stomach, probably from the drainage. He had to lie down. They shared a room, since they had both admitted their feeling to eachother about half a year ago. He opened the door to their room and stared at the bed for a minute, eyes wanting to shut automatically. Chidori followed him in, but gave him some space. After he lay down on the bed on top of the coveres, he motioned for her to come over. She sat down next to him and he took her hand. He looked like a child who had just had a nightmare and could not get back to sleep. He did drift off to sleep shortly after this, though. Chidori pulled his hair back gently from his eyes and was rubbing his hand with her thumb. "He looks so innocent when he's sleeping," she thought. Tears suddenly formed in her eyes. "What…" she started. She wiped away the tears before they could fall. She did not want him to wake up to see her like that.
Sousuke found himself on the edge of a cliff. He remembered this scene. It was happening to him again. This was when he was fighting against Gauron for the first time after a long time. It was like he was watching it though, like he was not really there. He saw his AS, it was caught between two rocks in the valley below. Another AS leaped in front of him, it's gun raised. "Yakuza! What are you doing?" He could hear himself yelling. "I'm saving your sorry butt!" His teammate cried. There was gun fire from above.
"No… this can't be happening again. Get out of there, Yakuza!" Sousuke above cried. He knelt down and bent over. He could not watch as the bullets crashed into Yakuza's AS, smashing through the cockpit and killing the pilot instantly. "No!" Sousuke cried. The Sousuke in the suit was able to break free enough to dodge the bullets flying towards him. He rolled into a shadowed area, making it hard for the enemy to find him. Gauron gave up, he turned and fled. Sousuke got out of the machine and walked over to the bits of his teammate's. He fell on his knees and screamed.
Sousuke woke up, screaming. Sweat ran down his face. Kaname was sleeping beside him and was almost pushed off the side. She jerked up and squeazed the frightened Sousuke's hand.
"It's okay, it was a dream," she said, soothingly.
"No, it wasn't… it was my past…" He breathed. He could barely form words. Chidori leaned on his shoulder, she put her arms around his waist. He was not going to allow himself to cry again. He closed his eyes tightly and held onto Chidori as if she was going to disappear.
Lina: Awww! He needs a hug from me! lol I want him so much. Maybe for Xmas. Neways, tell me what you thought, it's such a great series. almost done watching it again. Then on to Fumoffu and Second Raid! Yay!
Chidori: Will I cat fight with the Captain?
Lina: Maybe, u will have to wait and see! Lol okay, bye!