I love Demons. I think that explains everything. I hope this doesn't suck too much (no reference to 'Suckers', although it would be one hell of a pun if I'd done that on purpose). Luke POV is tricky, because I'm a girl, which does make writing as a guy harder… and now I'm rambling…
Summary: Luke thinks things over after 'Alice' dies. Written in Luke's POV.
Disclaimer: Demons belongs to ITV (I think) not me.
Wish
It was to be expected really. After all, how could someone like me expect something normal? Although there is a tiny – no, a large part of me that can't believe this. Out of all the girls in the whole of London, why did I have to like the Harpy? While many people might think I'm being funny – oh, so sour just because you liked a harpy – I mean Harpy more literally than they could imagine. So that part of me is pretty much sulking.
There is an even bigger part of me, however, that is more than just annoyed and disbelieving. It's freaking mad at Galvin, Mina, even Ruby. The one thing that was good – the one thing that was normal and they took it away. They couldn't leave her be. I know they were right, I know she was dangerous. But I still wish they could have just left me be. Galvin and all his 'never disobey me'; he doesn't even try to understand my reasoning. For all he says about needing me around, I sometimes wonder if he's deliberately trying to drive me away. But maybe that's just how he is.
Okay, so maybe I'm being ridiculous. After all, if they hadn't been so fixated on her – I don't even want to think her name – then I would be dead. I owe them a lot of gratitude, but I can't give it to them. Because it's more than just her at stake here. It's the fact that my whole entire life is ruled by smiting now. I can't even meet a girl in the canteen without the half-lives getting involved. And part of the reason I hate this is that I can start to see why Galvin is the way he is. If everything you did led back to something you hated, it would turn you hard and sour like him. But the main reason I hate this is because I can see how close I came to normality. And my only wish is that it could have been true. That she could have been human. I wish that I could be normal.
I wish the half-lives could just crawl away and die, so I didn't have to go kill them.
I wish my dad was still alive to do this instead of me.
I wish my dad wasn't a Van Helsing.
I wish I was normal. That sums it up quite well. I wish I was normal.
Hmm… I'm not sure if this is good or not. All I can say is Go Demons!! Plus Luke is very very sexy ;)