FYI: I don't own Sailor Moon. Just in case you think I did. Which I don't.
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I'm sorry, but I hate a lot of people. Almost all people really. But I couldn't bring myself to hate you. Even when you abandoned me. It wasn't even an option in my mind.
I could never really hate Umino either. But it was nothing even vaguely like love. He was a distraction, nothing more. Someone to remind me that someday, somehow I could start a family, and be content with what the world has given me. Nothing more then the dreams of a child unfortunately.
Rei was... interesting. I saw how you looked at her, with fire and love in your eyes, and I have to admit I was more then a little jealous. Why couldn't you look at me like that? But I was just your friend, probably not even that anymore. She was your contemporary. The one who would give her life for you as quickly as you would for her. The one who was your equal, your rival, and your sister at once.
Ami came next... I think. That time seems so long ago, but Ami and Rei came into your life just as I faded from yours. Funny how much ten years can blur the past. Ami, I could respect. Her eyes were cold and logical. You could bring a sparkle to them, but you never could really melt through her. But her eyes were cold with ice and thought, not darkness. She was pure, and in many ways, very simple. I really could never grow to hate her either.
Makoto and Minako completed your inner circle. I could go on and on about the elemental balances in your group, but I wont. Makoto was like the tree providing shade and safety. Minako was like the laughter of children surrounding you. Rei was like the sun, ready to warm or burn you depending on what you needed. And Ami was like the breeze, reminding you of what was important in the long run. I could have never belonged with your circle, however much I tried.
I'm sure you've noticed the news reports, or at least the police cars around my house. The last three days have been unusual to say the least. I really wanted to be able to tell you this in person, but they don't want me leaving the house for a while. So I'm sending this letter through Ruruna. She won't let the cops dig through it. I hope.
The first time the police cars were here, there had been a robbery at our store. My mother was shot. She'll live though, she's currently at the hospital, so don't worry. And my sister Naruru was... well, they raped her. I'd rather not go into it, but the video feed shows five guys in hockey masks. Ruruna is very upset about that. I like Ruruna too, she's... interesting? Like Rei but in a different way.
The second time the police were here was because they found the gang that did it. Dead. Very very dead. I told them everything. Including correcting them on one of the preliminary autopsies. The red head didn't die of head trauma, I did crack the back of his skull open, but he was very alive when his spine was shattered and his rib pierced his lung.
I know you might not believe me, but 'Sailor V' saw me on the way to the scene. I could smell her trying to follow me. You can ask her if you think this is some kind of joke. There was some chasing across the roof tops, but I did my best not to hurt her. You would get upset if I did.
It was only a few days ago though, and she should remember it. Did you know she was hunting for crime too? I hope she doesn't get into trouble because of this. Please don't blame her. She's a hunter. A predator. Fighting evil is in her nature.
I didn't want to tell you, but... well, it'll be hard to hide it in a few days, and I don't want you to be surprised by it. And I want to tell you first. But I'm the new Queen of the Dark Kingdom. It seems that when you killed Metallia, the whole kingdom went to hell and back, because the entire ruling class had been removed. It took them a few years to reorganize, and remove the corruption that had built up over the years before they could start looking. Apparently, I'm the 'Closest Living, Soul-Linked Descendant of the Great and Honorable Line of Beryl'.
And I don't disagree. It explains alot. Why I thought everyone was so annoying in school. Why I would go anemic at random times. Why it seemed I was a magnet for what ever was trying to kill the world at the time.
I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner Usagi. I thought I could control it. That I could go through life normally. But... I couldn't let them get away with what they did. And I liked it. That's the worst part. I liked hearing them scream. I loved the rush when they tried to kill me at first. The soft sounds their bones made as they cracked. I know they had a gun, but after the first few seconds they were already helpless.
I really should have stopped then, but it was truly fun. They were evil, and I got to punish them. I loved the sounds of their screams. Begging for mercy like my sister did. It only became more enjoyable when they did.
I'm sorry, I'm rambling. Anyhow, my lawyer is coming into town tomorrow, and we have to start applying for UN membership, and I'm really sorry about anything that might have happened to you. I'm going to do my best not to be evil like the last Queen Beryl, and I really hope married life suits you. And... I You're my best friend, forever and always.
Love, Naru.
I'm sorry, but I hate a lot of people. Almost all people really. But I couldn't bring myself to hate you. Even when you abandoned me. It wasn't even an option in my mind.
I could never really hate Umino either. But it was nothing even vaguely like love. He was a distraction, nothing more. Someone to remind me that someday, somehow I could start a family, and be content with what the world has given me. Nothing more then the dreams of a child unfortunately.
Rei was... interesting. I saw how you looked at her, with fire and love in your eyes, and I have to admit I was more then a little jealous. Why couldn't you look at me like that? But I was just your friend, probably not even that anymore. She was your contemporary. The one who would give her life for you as quickly as you would for her. The one who was your equal, your rival, and your sister at once.
Ami came next... I think. That time seems so long ago, but Ami and Rei came into your life just as I faded from yours. Funny how much ten years can blur the past. Ami, I could respect. Her eyes were cold and logical. You could bring a sparkle to them, but you never could really melt through her. But her eyes were cold with ice and thought, not darkness. She was pure, and in many ways, very simple. I really could never grow to hate her either.
Makoto and Minako completed your inner circle. I could go on and on about the elemental balances in your group, but I wont. Makoto was like the tree providing shade and safety. Minako was like the laughter of children surrounding you. Rei was like the sun, ready to warm or burn you depending on what you needed. And Ami was like the breeze, reminding you of what was important in the long run. I could have never belonged with your circle, however much I tried.
I'm sure you've noticed the news reports, or at least the police cars around my house. The last three days have been unusual to say the least. I really wanted to be able to tell you this in person, but they don't want me leaving the house for a while. So I'm sending this letter through Ruruna. She won't let the cops dig through it. I hope.
The first time the police cars were here, there had been a robbery at our store. My mother was shot. She'll live though, she's currently at the hospital, so don't worry. And my sister Naruru was... well, they raped her. I'd rather not go into it, but the video feed shows five guys in hockey masks. Ruruna is very upset about that. I like Ruruna too, she's... interesting? Like Rei but in a different way.
The second time the police were here was because they found the gang that did it. Dead. Very very dead. I told them everything. Including correcting them on one of the preliminary autopsies. The red head didn't die of head trauma, I did crack the back of his skull open, but he was very alive when his spine was shattered and his rib pierced his lung.
I know you might not believe me, but 'Sailor V' saw me on the way to the scene. I could smell her trying to follow me. You can ask her if you think this is some kind of joke. There was some chasing across the roof tops, but I did my best not to hurt her. You would get upset if I did.
It was only a few days ago though, and she should remember it. Did you know she was hunting for crime too? I hope she doesn't get into trouble because of this. Please don't blame her. She's a hunter. A predator. Fighting evil is in her nature.
I didn't want to tell you, but... well, it'll be hard to hide it in a few days, and I don't want you to be surprised by it. And I want to tell you first. But I'm the new Queen of the Dark Kingdom. It seems that when you killed Metallia, the whole kingdom went to hell and back, because the entire ruling class had been removed. It took them a few years to reorganize, and remove the corruption that had built up over the years before they could start looking. Apparently, I'm the 'Closest Living, Soul-Linked Descendant of the Great and Honorable Line of Beryl'.
And I don't disagree. It explains alot. Why I thought everyone was so annoying in school. Why I would go anemic at random times. Why it seemed I was a magnet for what ever was trying to kill the world at the time.
I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner Usagi. I thought I could control it. That I could go through life normally. But... I couldn't let them get away with what they did. And I liked it. That's the worst part. I liked hearing them scream. I loved the rush when they tried to kill me at first. The soft sounds their bones made as they cracked. I know they had a gun, but after the first few seconds they were already helpless.
I really should have stopped then, but it was truly fun. They were evil, and I got to punish them. I loved the sounds of their screams. Begging for mercy like my sister did. It only became more enjoyable when they did.
I'm sorry, I'm rambling. Anyhow, my lawyer is coming into town tomorrow, and we have to start applying for UN membership, and I'm really sorry about anything that might have happened to you. I'm going to do my best not to be evil like the last Queen Beryl, and I really hope married life suits you. And... I You're my best friend, forever and always.
Love, Naru.