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"Isabella Marie Swan will you do me the honor of being my wife?" Edward said. I looked around at our meadow normally I look around this place and it feels like our personal heaven.

"Edward I've told you a thousand times you're the only one that I have ever given my heart to. I won't get married when I have only dated one person. What if what I feel isn't what I think it is?" I whispered.

"So what are you saying that we should break up because if you will never marry me because I am your first boyfriend?" His face broke he looked like he was crying on the inside almost as if he was broken or only half alive.

"Yes Edward I think it is."

"Why would you drag this out?"

"Because I'm hesitant to marry you but I love being with you; I love being in your arms. You make me feel safe Edward." He was silent for a while after that but then he stood up and just left but before he left I saw that he dropped the ring he had just offered me. Then my heart shattered I didn't understand it. My heart shouldn't have been the broken one I ended it with him I shouldn't be hurting.

I sat in the meadow for hours just crying until I had no tears left. Leaving me to just sit there in my thoughts I thought about the last three years that I have spent with Edward. And when I hit the very last memory I had an epiphany. I can't just sit around here crying I have to find out what my feelings are if I just sit around crying and take my time getting over him by the time I find out if what I had was real he will be moved on.

In the same swift moment I realized I really had no way home. I couldn't call Ali because she's Edward's sister and that's just wrong. I can't ask Jake because this is still me and Edwards place it seems intrusive to have another boy come here even now that were broken up. That leaves Ang but ill have to get back to the road because she will never be able to find me out here.

So I started the hike back to the road, which would be a tough hike because I am the biggest klutz in the state. They actually had a contest about it last year and I won. Sadly it is the kind of contest you don't want to win. When I figured I had made it half way I called Ang.

"Hey Bella what's up?" she said as she answered.

"I am sorta stranded can you come get me?"

"Uh sure were are you?"

It took a bit bout I finally gave her some decent directions and she was on her way. Turns out my timing skills are pro because as she was pulling up to the trail heading I stepped out of the forest.

She rolled down her widow to ask me if I was ready to head back to forks I took a deep breath before pulling open her door. "Yes Ang I am." And as we drove to back I started a new chapter of my life.

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