Broken

I am broken.

I am broken.

I am damaged, unstable, hurt.

Life is not what I planned.

This is not how it was supposed to turn out.

I can't make things right.

I can't smile again.

I can't look at you or think of you they way I want to,

so desperately!

I'm in despair.

I am broken.

I am broken.

I am as heartsick as one person can be.

I need help.

Please, oh, help me!

I can't take this constant pain.

I try, but in vain.

The life I was supposed to have has crumbled.

And no one can save me

from this on-going dream

of despair.

I am broken.

I am broken.

I was a fool and fell in love.

I lost him.

And now I found you.

But I'm damaged, shattered, spent.

I'm afraid to love you like I did him.

Depression sinks to my soul.

And I fake joy at life, a silly grin.

My story is untold.

So I cover up my lies by letting another live.

Please pull me out of this well.

I need somebody on my side!

I love you but I'm scared.

Oh, so scared.

I'm broken.

I am broken.

I need you.

I want you.

But, he said I was broken!

I need someone to fix:

To fix my troubles and fears.

I am broken.

I am broken.

I am broken.

I am broken.

Without hope, crushed, in despair.

Broken,

And I cannot be repaired.