Hey y'all! This is my first 100/Bellarke fanfic. Chapters will be a little short at first, but there will be many. This story is also up on Wattpad
Y'all let me know what you think! The first two chaptets are up!
ELS
He let a single tear roll down his cheek as he watched Praimfiya consume the earth. She was gone. Clarke was dead. Bellamy wiped his eyes. He wanted to scream. He wanted breakdown. He wanted to have her back with him. He felt that he should have been the one to have been left behind. Clarke should still be alive.
He reminded himself of the five years until he could return to Earth. It seemed so far away from now. Five years until Clarke's death would no longer be for nothing. Five years until he saw his sister again. May we meet again, he thought. He rested his fist against the thick glass window. Clarke was really gone. He felt a hand rest on his shoulder.
"She saves us again," Raven said. She stood next to Bellamy and stared at the earth with him. "I know how you felt about her. You can't blame yourself like I blamed her for Finn's death. I regret ever trying to hate her for killing him."
"I left her behind, Reyes. She trusted me. I- I didn't protect her like I should have."
"It's not you're fault, Bellamy. If she could go back in time, you know she'd do it again. If it meant saving everyone, especially you, she would. She was protecting you because she knew you could take us back down and lead us.." She rubbed his arm and hugged him. "Now she's trusting you to pull through and take us back in five years. She really loved you. Anyone could see that."
Five years. That really seemed so far away to him. He didn't want to think about the future. It was a future without Clarke. She was dead. His world was shattered. There was no future it seemed.
"What is it the Grounders say?" Raven asked looking up at Bellamy.
"Yu gonplei ste odon, Clarke kom Skaikru," Echo said as she walked up. Monty, Harper, Murphy, and Emori silently followed.
Bellamy fixed his eyes back on the earth. He let another tear roll down his cheek. "Yu gonplei ste odon." He said. The others repeated.
"I couldn't thank her enough for the countless times she's saved my life," Harper said.
"All of our lives," Monty added as he placed his arm around Harper. She placed her head on his shoulder.
"She was brave and relentless- dedicated to saving her people," Echo stated.
"Forgiving," Murphy joked. "I can't tell how many second chances she gave me."
"She was stubborn," Bellamy said. A faint smile crept across his lips as he recalled all the times he and Clarke bickered when they first came down to Earth. He couldn't stand being around her, but now he would give anything to have her back. He recalled the times they looked to each other for the opposite's advice and approval; the times they comforted each other after Mount Weather. He remembered the moment he realized he loved her and all of the moments he could have told her.
"She and Dad put up with all one hundred of us and all our crap," Monty said smiling. The five skaikru let out a small laugh. The two grounders were confused at the inside joke but laughed anyway.
They all stood and stared at the earth before them. Each silently mourned the loss of their friend, leader, and savior. Each silently vowed to never forget her.
"She was Clarke," Raven said.