Small feet,

Little toes,

Chubby round cheeks,

Petite nose,

Eyes round and bold,

The same as his Mother's,

And red hair as a reminder to me,

This is what my love for Kaoru had created,

This small boy,

I want to give him the promise,

Of a future,

Not spoiled by blood,

So many faces,

I had seen,

Gone before my eyes,

So much love I had lost,

So many moments never to be had again,

Loneliness that gnawed at my very insides,

The threat wrenching my heart that I would never be able to love again,

My son I will not allow to suffer the same,

This pain that wrought my tortured existence,

Will not be his,

His name,

Kenji,