It was a thoughtless act
A broken cry for help that just didn't reach far enough
Didn't quite grasp the mind
Yet still it was heard
Its faint whisper prickling the back of the mind
Teasing it…forcing it to follow
It was a thoughtless act…
But we were thoughtless people
They stood, all of them…a single mob dressed in black. Wrapped in grief, a united wave of sadness washed across them in broken waves. None could grasp it, how and why it came down to this, how broken that cry may have been…so weak yet strong enough to leave such a large imprint on their souls. It couldn't be undone, no matter how much they wished, he was dead. In a casket of burdened shadows. Surrounded by white flowers and those who knew, yet didn't know the extent of his fragile, selfish desire.
Do you remember?
This sunshine when it warmed us
When it gave us light and purpose
Did you see?
The sun as it darkened
Eclipsed…
Desired
Did you see it burn out?
He remembered those times, when nothing mattered but the boy in shadows…when not even his fragile state of mind could ruin the happiness that came with the boy of shadowed sun. What should he feel now, now that the sun was gone; forever eclipsed….not even his goal made him feel the worth that the boy had given him. Sasuke…. Never will that whisper come; never shall his voice be said in that way. Teme…. The words meaning is gone….nothing more than a reminder of that broken shadowed boy that lay in the box before him.
Have you forgotten?
Did you wonder where his voice went?
Did you rely on that voice to soothe your hurt?
It's now only painful
To remember that voice
Because now it's broken
Right?
Right…?
How many times had she been asked….that same question ay in and day out? Yet all she did was refuse. Did that impact his choice? Did it push him further than she thought possible? Standing here brought nothing but sorrow, that voice nothing more than a broken record replaying in her head over….and over…and over. Strange how quiet this is now without him…she couldn't even hear the thunder or feel the rain as it further pulled her into a abyss of sorrow. Sakura-chan will you go on a date with me? No.
Was your face hidden like mine was?
Were you afraid of the truth?
Afraid to realize ….
But it doesn't matter
Your laid back now
Free to be late, early…simply free
Your not like me
I'm still hidden
He'd watched the boy, never once trying to suppress his love for him…for them all. He was their mentor, their father figure away from home…yet had he really been that to them or was that his wishful thinking. It'd amazed how pale that sunshine could become, that bundle of youth that everyone hated yet still outshined them with his kin heart…could have only been the smallest piece in that lost puzzle. A puzzle, that no one would ever have the chance of solving. Funny how he wasn't the only one hiding their face.
Were you loved in your last moments?
Did someone's heart beat with yours?
No
You were alone til the very end
You felt that way
But still I hope
That you were…
That you were loved in your last moments
You and I were a pair, ramen together, school together, orphans together…always but then you grew up, became a ninja worthy of praise. And I…still a teacher in your eyes, a brother, or comrade maybe but still I've watched you grow and change. Not as close as I should've watched…but there is nothing more to do than mourn and try to move on. It's what you want right? I hope so because for you I will try my best to teach more students to became ninja's of this cold harsh world we live in.
I am a demon
A person maybe…
Something more than I should be
It's hard to think that these are my last moments
That soon I will become one with nothingness
This is my true selfishness
To end it all
To give up
To sacrifice myself so the demon inside will die
Am I pathetic?
Am I weak?
I am a demon, a person…or maybe
Just maybe
I am something more…
I am, no was Naruto Uzumaki, I am now nothing. I have killed myself…done the most selfish thing that any human can do…but I wasn't human…I wasn't demon, I was only half of that and my memory that I have left. A broken cry that never reached is all that was left. I wonder in these last moments as I fade…did someone hear my cry….did someone love me in my last moments or was I still….
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TLP: that would be the end...I hope its good
Sasuke: please R&R