Disclaimer: I do not own Girl Got Game. This simply came out of pure imagination. I'm sorry if you do not like my stories. I suggest you leave if you do not like them. Comments are appreciated.
Please enjoy this one.
A/N: This is my third fanfic. I was a slacker in the last two. I promise I'll try to finish this one.
Thank you.
Chapter 01
Confused.
That the word of the day.
This is how I feel.
Confused.
It has many meanings to it.
Actually, it can lead to many feelings.
I have this confused feeling.
It either hurts or makes me feel giddy inside.
It can even feel like nothing.
I do not like being confused.
It hurts my head a lot.
I need you, Chiharu.
I love you, Chiharu.
But I'm afraid to tell you that.
Please understand this.
I love you.
I am not sure if you love or even like me.
There's a big gap between us and doesn't fill up.
I feel sad because it never fills up.
Chiharu...
You're always distant.
It worries me all the time.
But you always get furstrated and mad at me.
I was just asking if you were alright.
I feel hurt confused.
It hurts physically and mentally.
I'm afraid to look at you anymore.
I'm afraid that if I look at you, you'll distant yourself even more.
I want you to be close to me as possible.
During the night, I hug myself to sleep.
You're not there.
You're in your bed.
I want you to be next to me..
..holding me in your arms.
It feels warm.
Lately, the gap between us is getting more emptier by the minute.
It makes me sad, depressed and stressed.
I don't think I can go to sleep anymore.
You don't talk to me anymore.
Not even during practice.
Is something the matter?
What happen to Chiharu?
What happened to my Chiharu?