Hey Guys! Since there are already so many Carby stories after " Lockdown" I figure I'll give you a POV
of Carter and Abby after " Lockdown" instead. I hope you like it. PLZ review. My stories won't get any better if you don't, right?
After the Kiss
By: Not-So-Dumb-Blonde
Abby's thoughts:
Why did I kiss him back? I love him, but the timing was all wrong for it. I mean that oh-so-special-moment was supposed to happen somewhere else not in quarantine during a smallpox invasion. I wonder if he even wanted me to kiss him back well what am I saying if he didn't want me to he
wouldn't have kissed me in the first place. I am so overly confused. What am I going to say to him tomorrow at work? I love him and I want him to love me too, but what if he doesn't love me? What if he says he just got caught up in the moment and that was all? What if he laughs at me? What if Carter thinks I am going out of my mind? God I hate these feelings, but then again I love these feelings. I have so many overwelming, awful feelings I just don't know what to feel. I need a cigarette, but wait he
hates that I smoke. There I go again worrying about what Carter thinks about me. I do care what he thinks because I love him, but I have too many questions and not enough answers.
Carter's thoughts:
Why did I kiss her? I know she hated me for that. Did I just get caught up in the moment or do I really care for her? Wait, I really love her, but does she love me? I am so scared tomorrow at work that I am going to tell her and she is going to laugh me right out of the ER. What am I supposed to say?
Oh Abby I love you. No, wait, thats sounds too over rehearsed. Abby please say you love me. No, thats too stupid. Abby....I adore you. Ugh, I can't say that. Why can't I say what comes too me, but if I do that
she'll never even be my friend again let along DATE me. I love her too much to let her go. OK John, get a hold of yourself, you're calm,cool, and collected. No you're not you're a basket case and you know it.
She is just so beautiful. Every time I even mention her name I get chills. She is just so...so...so perfect.
She makes me want to be a better man. Wait, why do I sound like someone from Humphrey Bohgard movie? drives me crazy all the time. All I can think about is Abby. She is always in the back of my mind 24/7. I love her too much to let her go. I got to tell her how I feel or I won't be able to live with myself.
of Carter and Abby after " Lockdown" instead. I hope you like it. PLZ review. My stories won't get any better if you don't, right?
After the Kiss
By: Not-So-Dumb-Blonde
Abby's thoughts:
Why did I kiss him back? I love him, but the timing was all wrong for it. I mean that oh-so-special-moment was supposed to happen somewhere else not in quarantine during a smallpox invasion. I wonder if he even wanted me to kiss him back well what am I saying if he didn't want me to he
wouldn't have kissed me in the first place. I am so overly confused. What am I going to say to him tomorrow at work? I love him and I want him to love me too, but what if he doesn't love me? What if he says he just got caught up in the moment and that was all? What if he laughs at me? What if Carter thinks I am going out of my mind? God I hate these feelings, but then again I love these feelings. I have so many overwelming, awful feelings I just don't know what to feel. I need a cigarette, but wait he
hates that I smoke. There I go again worrying about what Carter thinks about me. I do care what he thinks because I love him, but I have too many questions and not enough answers.
Carter's thoughts:
Why did I kiss her? I know she hated me for that. Did I just get caught up in the moment or do I really care for her? Wait, I really love her, but does she love me? I am so scared tomorrow at work that I am going to tell her and she is going to laugh me right out of the ER. What am I supposed to say?
Oh Abby I love you. No, wait, thats sounds too over rehearsed. Abby please say you love me. No, thats too stupid. Abby....I adore you. Ugh, I can't say that. Why can't I say what comes too me, but if I do that
she'll never even be my friend again let along DATE me. I love her too much to let her go. OK John, get a hold of yourself, you're calm,cool, and collected. No you're not you're a basket case and you know it.
She is just so beautiful. Every time I even mention her name I get chills. She is just so...so...so perfect.
She makes me want to be a better man. Wait, why do I sound like someone from Humphrey Bohgard movie? drives me crazy all the time. All I can think about is Abby. She is always in the back of my mind 24/7. I love her too much to let her go. I got to tell her how I feel or I won't be able to live with myself.