Actual Summary but it was too many words: Gabriel Novak has been broken beyond repair; unable to cope no longer he stands over the Golden Gate Bridge preparing to end his life when he's pulled back.

Sam Winchester never expected moving to a new town he'd find a boy committing suicide. Saving him from his fate Sam has to fight to keep Gabriel alive.

Gabriel can only truly be saved if he finds a reason to live although with dark forces penetrating the school that choice just may be taken away from him.

A/N: This does start off AU but will soon change. It will be in both Sam and Gabriel's point of views although they may speak in second person sometimes and is of course boyxboy. The rating may go up but for right now it's T.

I don't normally ask for reviews but this story's going to be quite long (word length) so I need to know if the story's good enough for me to keep going.

And the other chapters will be longer than this one, so this will be the shortest chapter of the story.

Warning: This story will contain slight physical and sexual abuse, non-consensual incest, along suicide and self-harm.

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CHAPTER ONE- I saw you standing and I thought

I couldn't take it anymore, I had had enough and now I found myself standing over Golden Gate Bridge. I gripped the railings tightly, hosting myself to stand on top of them holding onto the tower as the wind whipped at me, slapping the wind in my face and making my hair flutter like crazy.

All I had to do was jump; jump and everything would get to end and I'd finally be at peace for once in my life. I'll be free of the pain, free of the horror of living, free of everything, at last.

I closed my eyes as I imagined it, falling from the bridge, it be like flying at first. Falling, flying through the air would be something I'd never felt before yet I could imagine it. It be scary but at the same time exhilarating. And then eventually, in seconds I'd land and then I'll drown and be sucked in by the dark pools of water.

I welcomed my death as I let go.

Sam's POV

San Francisco in California was our next stop. My family moved all around the United States, staying in one place for a few weeks and then moving on to the next state/city. I didn't like it, okay, I hated it.

Y'know you're a sixteen year old boy and you have no choice but to keep on moving to place after place, you kind of want to fit in somewhere, make friends, have a girlfriend but nope I wasn't allowed.

My family consisted just of me, my older brother Dean who hated it as much as me but never showed it and our father the reason for us moving.

We were staying in a one storey house well the more accurate word for it would be bungalow. It was fairly nice, certainly better than some of the other places we stayed in. Considering the last place consisted of a run-down apartment that was so full of mildew we had colds all the time and you always had to be careful where you stepped because of the needles lying all over the floor. Believe me, it wasn't the worst place we stopped at.

The white bungalow was set in a row of them, they were all exactly identical that you had to look for your house number every time. Despite the exterior being white, dark wood panelling covered the walls and floors in every room of the house.

The bungalow was a cozy little place and was newly renovated with all updated designs and appliances.

My father didn't really care about what place we stayed in and that was why we stayed in such a bad state of places. Father simply looked at what place offered the best cheap deal and moved us in there which made me wonder what the deal was with the Bungalow. It looked so expensive it just had to be so what was wrong with it to be cheap enough for my father?

It wasn't that we were poor just that the money my dad made most of it had to go somewhere else.

We moved in two days ago and tomorrow I was due to start Sophomore year at school, Dean his second year in community college. For now we had had dinner with dad who had gone out soon after while Dean leant me his car, well he had forced his car upon me. I had stayed in the house the two days we'd been here and my party animal brother gave me his car so I could get out of here.

I didn't think he had sightseeing in mind but I had never been to California before and at night it looked even more memorizing.

The one place I wanted to see was the Golden Gate Bridge which was all lit up prettily as I parked the car and started to walk up it by foot when I spotted someone in the distance.

I walked closer seeing that it was a boy around my age, he had his back to me so all I noticed was his dark hair but I could tell, I don't know how I just could. I knew what he was doing, he was going to jump.

And I had to stop him.

I gripped his shoulders as I pulled him backwards. He tried to hold on constantly shouting "Let me go" but I was bigger than him and he fell into me. I just managed to balance my weight otherwise both of us would have gone crashing to the ground.

"I have to do this, get of me" The boy screamed using everything and anything for me to let him do what he wanted yet I held on to him until he finally began to calm down.

"Where do you live?" I asked him.

He shook his head violently. "You can't take me there. You can't, you can't"

"Then you're coming with me"

The fight seemed to have gone out of him as I put him in the car and he fell asleep halfway back to the house.

Luckily my brother was asleep as I carried the sleeping boy into my bedroom and putting him down on my bed. I figured that I'd wait to morning, until the boy has had a night's sleep and then I'll take him home.

I curled up in my chair and just watched him. He is slightly tanned with a smooth complex with strong sculpted features, asleep with his eyes closed he looked so peaceful, so cute.

I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I knew grey eyes were staring at me in the face as my alarm started to bleep.

I switched it off and turned back to the boy.

"Why?" He asked me, his voice cracked.

"What's your name?" I asked avoiding the question.

"Gabriel and you?"

"Sam Winchester, I'm new to Town"

Gabriel nodded. "Well welcome. Do you have anything to eat?"

And that apparently was all Gabriel needed to know as he got up and trailed out the room. He ended up in the kitchen and begun to search the cupboards. "It's quiet around here" He peeked at me. "You don't look old enough to be living alone"

"I'm not. My father's working and my older brother is still asleep, he'll wake up when it's time for him to be in for college and be late like usual"

"What does your dad do?" He asked making himself a bagel. "Want one?"

I shook my head. "He's a marine"

"Really? Wow that's awesome" Gabriel bounced onto the bar stool chair. For someone who was committing suicide yesterday he had a lot of energy.

"Not really he's never here"

"I would love that"

"You don't like your father?"

"We better get going" Gabriel jumped to his feet, ramming the bagel in his mouth. "You starting at ?"

"Yes"

"I go there, what year?"

"Junior"

Gabriel's head rolled around towards me. "Well what 'ya know" He stalked out the door; I had no choice but to follow him. Gabriel knew the area well; despite never being to my street before he knew his way to the school from mine.

I knew it was pointless talking about last night or anything that led up to it as he would just brush it aside. He didn't want to talk about it, I got that.

So I shut up.

We reached the school in no time that meant for me I wouldn't have to wait for Dean to wake up to drive me to school.

We got there with time to spare so Gabriel dragged me to the bleachers where he pulled out a packet of fags. "Want one?" He waved them in front of my face.

"No thanks" I pulled my legs up wrapping my arms around them as I turned my face towards Gabriel as he lit the cigarette up.

Gabriel was gorgeous, my old friends from where I lived before told me that the guys were hotter in California and now I believed them.

I had told them-Jo (who was madly in love with my brother), her brother Ash, Andy, Amy and Jess. Nashville was where we had stayed the longest despite the conditions so I got to know them better than anyone I had before, which was why I felt comfortable in telling them I was gay.

"Why are you looking at me?" Gabriel smiled at me when he finished the cigarette.

"I dunno"

He leant across and kissed my cheek. "Thank you even though I didn't want you to, some people would have let me jump"

Before I could say anything he was up and gone.

Some people would have let him jump, that was just so sad. I didn't have long to dwell on it as the school bell went and I headed to homeroom.

Father had already enrolled us in school the first day we got here discussing with the headmaster what classes I would take without my say like always. I really wanted to take Drama and Physics rather than the Accounting and Medicine father made me take and that wasn't the only example

'School isn't for fun and games Sam', father would always say when I complained about it so now I just went along with it.

"Ruby's new today too" The receptionist said to me. "You can find your first class together"

I glanced to my right seeing a tall girl with straight blonde hair swinging down her back, she smiled at me and I couldn't help but smile back she was too pretty not to. Just because I was gay didn't mean I didn't notice.

"What do you have?" She asked me.

I glanced down at my schedule and held back a groan. "Algebra ll"

"Me too, room 203, Mr. Conway?"

"Yes"

"Great"

Ruby kept tapping her red nails on her schedule as we walked past each room. "So where you from?" She asked me.

"Nashville, you?"

"Oklahoma"

"It's different here isn't it?"

"I've been to a place like this before, my parents move around a lot"

"So does my dad, what do your parents do?"

"Oh we don't talk about it. Oh here we are" She disappeared through the door eager to get away from me. What was it with everyone and their tight lipped mouths?

"Please just take a seat" Mr. Conway said as I reopened the door after Ruby. Everyone turned to look at me as I walked in, due to the only free seat left all the way over the other side it gave everyone adequate time to take a look at me. I hoped I was up to everyone's satisfaction.

I hated maths with a passion so adding letters to it was not my idea of fun and yet I made it to Algebra ll, really it's a miracle.

The next lesson wasn't any better being Business. Each class was an hour and 15 minutes long and having two hours and a half of dreadful lessons I was glad for lunch time even though I had no one to sit with.

Gabriel I saw as I walked across the green was standing with a guy that I could clearly tell was a drug dealer as Gabriel passed him money for a package from him. That hardly surprised me, that a guy that would commit suicide would be a druggie but it wasn't my place to judge.

I grabbed a chicken burrito and started to head for an empty table when I felt a hand on my elbow, I looked up just in time to see it was Gabriel as I was pulled through the cafeteria.