Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon....*sigh* I wish I did then this would be in the comic!

This is my newest story...and yes i plan on finishing this one...oh and if it seems like i stole someones idea or title name i appologize cuz i haven't been on
here for a long time!! Well enjoy!!

Broken Hearts
By: Candace

~:~:~:~:~:Introduction:~:~:~:~:~
I never understood why my friends where always so hard on me, I mean yeah I was the future ruler of the Moon Kingdom, but I am also a kind hearted teenage girl. I had this idea one evening, after a horrific battle with my 'friends' and two monsters, to kill myself. Yeah I know now that it was a bad idea but with the loss of my old life came a whole new beginning, a new life style and a chance to change myself. I tell this story from my past experience so please sit still and enjoy the death and rebirth of Serena Tsukino.
~:~:~:~:~:~:The Choice:~:~:~:~:~:~

I was gasping for air when my communicator started beeping and I heard Raye's voice yelling over the static in the background. 'Sailor Moon where are you?!' I made all the effort I could to answer her but all that came out of my mouth was a harsh sounding squeak. 'SAILOR MOON!! We need your HELP right NOW!' Gagging I managed to pull out of the monsters grasp and dust it, rubbing my throat I grabbed the communicator and answered her back.

'I am on my way Mars. I...'
'Save your excuse's and get over here!'

Sighing I started on a mad run to the blinking spot on the communicator. Reaching the area in record time, and I should know because I dash to school every morning, I slowed down. Gasping for my breath, which decided to stay behind, I surveyed the area. It didn't look good, all the surrounding buildings had suffered a lot of damage, more then normal, and not one of the scouts had a clean or full uniform. I knew then I was in for an earful, I also knew then that they wouldn't believe me. Pulling out my scepter I yelled,

'How dare you hurt my friends!' I had to stop yelling then because my throat started hurting and my voice giving out. I started my attack when the monster reached towards Amy, I couldn't do anything but stop my attack and look helplessly on as she got batted into the nearest building. I got mad then, I usually don't take enjoyment out of killing the stupid beasties but I can truthfully say I did this time, I put all my energy into this attack, which dusted the monster instantly, and it had no time to scream or make a silly comment. Putting my scepter away I ran to Amy. 'Are you okay?' I asked helplessly. Amy nodded, she looked a little dazed, I helped her up slowly so as not to make her dizzy.

'What took you so LONG! Sailor Moon?!' I turned towards Raye, I knew it was helpless to even try to explain, but old habits are hard to break and I started to explain what happened, but Raye would have none of it. I handed Amy off to Lita who had her arms out to support her. 'We have been holding this monster off for half an hour till you decided to show yourself!'

'Look Raye, I'm sorry!' I whispered, I started to reach for my throat, when Raye grabbed my arms. Looking at her startled, I asked her what she was doing.
'I have had it with this Serena, this is the last time! we...' moving her head towards the other girls to indicated them into the conversation...'decided that you should give one of us the responsibility of being leader. Your always showing up late or when you do show up on time your always whining and complaining , I don't want a crybaby leader, I myself would like a more responsible one. Even Mina is more responsible then you!' that hit me hard, I couldn't believe it. They didn't want me as their leader, and they called me a crybaby! I looked down in shock. 'Also we believe you should hand over your broach when your not using it so you don't misplace it, again.' Again her words hit me like a wave of cold water. How dare she think of taking my broach from me, my power source.
'Raye I think your taking this a little to far.' I looked down, and to my amazement, it was Luna who said that, the one who usually talks down to me was sticking up for me I was in so much shock that I didn't realize the Raye let my left arm go. by the time I realize that she did I was back in my regular clothes, and Raye had my broach in her hand. I tired to grab it from her but she sided stepped and I fell to the ground. I looked up and not one of the other scouts had any pity in their eyes, not even a little. I stood up slowly, but deliberately, I reached into my pocket and pulled out the communicator and the Luna Pen.
'Fine take these too. And I hope your happy!' I took off running, I ran from my friends, my guardians, I ran to the only place I could think of at the time, the park. I reached a bench and sat down, I looked at my hands and zoned out, I was completely lost in thought when Luna started to talk to me.
'Serena? Serena?' I turned and looked at my friend, 'what happened? You have bruises on your neck.' I told Luna that I had gotten into a fight with a monster on the other side of town before I was called on the communicator. I also explained that I didn't call it in because I wanted to prove to myself that I could handle a monster without the help of the other scouts. 'Serena! How could you do that! You could have gotten yourself killed!'
'I know Luna but it was something I had to do, and now look I lost everything including my friends.'
'Well you know none of this would have happened if you would have called that monster in!' I was taken aback, she went from comforting me to acting like the others. I looked at her one last time and stood up.
'I'm going for a walk. See you at home.' I headed off to the mall, I thought shopping would do the trick but it just made me more depressed. that's when I decided to buy the bottles of sleeping pills and sleep my worries away.


Well i hope you liked the beginning! i had a few people read this before i posted it and they loved it! I have no idea if they were just being nice or what but still i hope u like it
Oh and i am going to post the next chapter regardless of reviews although the imput is greatly appreciated....sigh...flames too....... Well signing off for now Candace