It's one of those things she'll always carry with her.
Like the time she had a broken arm, and got on the monkey bars with her cast, and lost her grip and broke the other arm falling.
Like the time she sang Evita in eighth grade, and they laughed and booed her in the bathrooms, and she got her first slushie facial.
The time she had her heart handed back to her in an eggshell. It's not the sort of thing one is prone to forgetting. She'll always have that little bit of doubt in her mind, wherever she goes.