Hi, I really wanted to right some songfics, I made sure most of the songs are on YouTube. This one is called Jealous and it is by Nina

She stands out from the crowd of people, her exquisite beauty, her perfect face; her blond curls would make any man drool and any girl want to hit something. Any man apart from him, she sighs and turns away.

Jealous of the girl who caught your eye
One of my darker days
When you looked at her where was I?
Shoulda been in her place
Here I am
All alone imagining what might have been
What could have been
If I had been there

She scans the room as though looking for someone, but her eyes are dull, the person she looks for does not search for her. A pain hits her heart, again, he found the one for him, it just was not her.

Jealous of the one who'se arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide
La la la la la la la
She's a very very lucky girl
La la la la la la la

It could have been her, but he wanted the mortal girl instead of her and all of her beauty. She swallows and takes a deep unnecessary breath, her stone heart bleeds another tear as she watches them dance.

Jealous of the one who won your heart
They say it's a perfect match
She's gonna get to be where you are
And I don't get better than that
She'll say you're fine
Whisper words I wish were mine
And they might have been
If I had been there

She walks up to them with her siblings and hugs the man who could have been hers, he knows what she's thinking. She takes the girl who he loves hand in hers and smiles at her, the girl looks intimidated. She regrets it in a way, if she had stayed away from her she would not have to feel such jealousy towards the girl ad such hatred towards herself for not being good enough for him.

Jealous of the one who'se arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide
La la la la la la la
She's a very very lucky girl
La la la la la la la

Lucky girl, she gets the guy everyone wants, he's the only one for her, her cold heart is still in denial, but her mind knows better. He is the only star in the sky she wants, but know she is gonna start looking at the others.

You know I'd fight the good fight
If I thought I'd change your mind
But if she makes you happy
I would leave that dream behind
Man, she better treat you right
And give you everything
Cause at the moment she doesn't
I'll be waiting in the wings

She would fight till she won if she could, but she knows she does not want to. He is happy so she is too. It is nice to see him happy after so many years of loneliness.

Jealous of the one who'se arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide
La la la la la la la
She's a very very lucky girl
La la la la la la la

After everything it is a relief to get away, to escape into the cool nights air and breath freely for a moment, she relaxes more before he comes to talk to her. He says boring things that do not matter, then says

"I love her, you accept that, thank you so much, for everything" before he is gone into the night.

Jealous of the one who'se arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide

La la la la la la la
She's a very very lucky girl

She smiles sadly, her minds still wander back to the words she wished were hers, to the vows that she could have said, the kiss they could have shared, the dance the could have danced, the honeymoon the could have had. Maybe its better like this, maybe she will meet someone. She runs of into the night needing time alone, and…

… Tanya knows she is Jealous of the girl