The Reason
My first songfic! The song is called The Reason by Hoobastank.
Disclaimer: *looks around* lets see...no, I don't seem to live in a mansion in Japan...I'm not filthy rich...and I play cello, not a guitar...so yeah. I don't own anything but the story line. It's a bit obvious don't you think?
Song Lyrics
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
Paul sat on the edge of a cliff. Not thinking about jumping, just, thinking.
About her.
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
He thought about all the times he had 'forgotten' her name. How he made fun of her, her Pokemon, and her friends. He was an expert at hiding emotions, so he always knew when someone was hiding their own.
That's how he knew that it hurt her when he did those things.
And so I have to say before I go
He knew he wasn't the cold, heartless, jerk she knew him as. At least not anymore. She had changed him.
He heard voices behind him. Not wanting to be seen, he went over and hid behind a boulder. He saw Ash and Trouble-no-Dawn walk down the path, arguing.
"How could you say that about him?" Dawn asked in a bewildered tone.
"Because it's true!" Ash yelled annoyed.
"Paul is nothing like Hunter J!" Dawn snapped. She then stalked away down the path and sat on the cliff.
Paul watched her sit in silence for a minute.
He knew he should probably leave, but he had to talk to her.
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to to start over new
And the reason is you
"Dawn?" he asked as he moved towards her.
"Paul?" she asked him. He moved to sit beside her.
"I heard what you said. Thanks for sticking up for me." he said.
"No problem." Dawn assured him.
"It's true what you said though. I changed." Paul told her.
"Really?" she asked hopefully. He nodded.
"Yeah. I'm a new person now." he told her. They sat in silence.
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
"Dawn, I'm sorry I hurt your feelings all those times." Paul said.
"What? You didn't." she started.
"Dawn, I'm the expert on hiding emotions. I could tell. And I'm sorry." he said, apologizing again.
"Paul, it's okay." Dawn told him.
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
"I wish I could go back in time so I wouldn't hurt you." Paul whispered softly.
"Paul..." Dawn said.
And be the one who catches all your tears
"I'm sorry Dawn." he said. His voice was barely above a hoarse whisper.
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
"Paul, what made you want to change?" Dawn asked. Paul was silent.
And the reason is you
Dawn looked at Paul, waiting for his answer. Paul remained silent.
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
"You." Paul whispered softly.
"Me?" Dawn asked.
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
"You changed because of me?" Dawn asked slowly. Paul remained silent and motionless.
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
"Dawn, because of you, I realized that maybe, I wasn't always doing the right thing." Paul said. Dawn was silent.
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
"Because of you, I was able to bring out my other side. My emotions. What I try so hard not to show to other people, you brought out." he continued. Dawn was absolutely speechless.
"Dawn, you are the reason I changed." Paul said. He gently put her hand on her cheek and brought her face towards his. He kissed he lips shortly and sweetly. When he pulled away, onyx eyes met blue and Dawn smiled up at him. She snuggled closer to to him and they laid down, looking up at the stars until they fell to sleep. Paul smiled and rubbed his cheek against Dawn's head as he drifted off to sleep.
And the reason is you
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So 'till next time!
~Alyss