Well, this is my idea of what poor Jasper goes through while Alice is in Voltura saving Edward's dumb ass.
"Alice please, don't go!" The phone went dead. I had to believe her, I couldn't give up now, and the others needed me. Their emotions were radiating off them, drowning me in their and my own worry. Alice was in Voltura, trying to save Edward, our brother. Who currently thought -his love- Bella had killed herself. It was one big misunderstanding, which could cost all their lives and in turn...mine. Rosalie would pay, of that much I was sure. This was all her fault, if anything happened to any of them, it would be her ashes. If she hadn't interrupted, Edward wouldn't be home but at least he'd be safe. Bella would be at home probably asleep and Alice would be here with me. Wrapped securely in my arms, so I would know without a doubt nothing could touch her. The whole time I was taking deep breaths, I couldn't keep it together.
I went to our room. I couldn't handle the other s questions, or their emotions for that matter. I had to think. A mixture of torture and over whelming worry dripped through me. Why hadn't she let me go to? I knew I just didn't want to accept it. The only reason was that she didn't want to put me in danger too. She knew that if she was in danger I d gladly give my life to save hers. No, I can t think this. Alice will be fine, they'll get Edward in time and they'll come home. Then she'll be lying next to me again. Telling me over and over that I worry too much. I believed that. I had to. She has to come back, there is no other way either one of us could survive eternity with out the other. If she didn't survive though. Would I be able to go on? That was one question I could answer. If anything happened to Alice, my fate wouldn't be sealed. We would be together, be it in life or death.
I sat on our bed for hours, worrying. Praying, that some how, some way, she'd be okay. I was in such a trance; I almost didn't notice the vibrations running up my leg. I didn't even check the caller id. I knew who it was, the only person I would ever want it to be. "Alice! Alice! Are you ok? Please tell me your okay? I've been so worried!" I was almost hysterical as she attempted to calm me down. "I swear I'm ok. We all are. We made a deal with the Volturi, but we'll talk about that when we get back. Jasper? Are you still there?" When I heard her say she was okay, I had just succumbed to the relief that over powered me.
For a brief second, I believed that I actually was crying. I could almost feel the warm water trickling down my face. I knew that was impossible, but I had never been so relieved in all the years of my human and immortal life. "Yeah Alice, I'm okay." I said in-between sobs. "Jasper are you crying?" She sighed. "Yes love." I told her, I heard her try to muffle a giggle. "Jasper, I promise, I'm fine. I've got to go, I love you." The phone went dead. "I love you too." I whispered, although she had already gone. It would only ever be Alice who could make me feel like this. I was ecstatic, my baby was coming home. She'd soon be safe; to show her how happy I was, I'd even let her take me shopping.
Only a short one shot, I know. Just randomly felt like writing something for some reason. (: