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ALEC

I laid in the bed with the blanket surrounding me listening to the screams. I was in my brother's room, as creepy as that sounds, but it's the one farthest from the screams. I could feel the water trail from my face and make a puddle on the pillow under me. They were so loud, so fucking loud it wasn't funny. I can't believe I did this, I broke my parents. I felt dips in the bed and felt people wrap me up in them. I opened my eyes to see Jace looking at me. He attempted to smile and I just closed my eyes again. My sister, Izzy, whispering sweet things in my ear about how it's going to be ok and they are here for me. Hell, Max is even in here, which leads me to know that Jace and Iz had explained what mom and dad were actually talking about.

Dad, or Robert I guess, wanted to kick me out. I was "no son of his" apparently because I was gay. My mother, Maryse, was telling him that there was no way she was putting her baby on the street. I smiled at that, but it hurt to know that I broke them. We all jumped when we heard something smash against the wall, probably the dishes. Robert said something we couldn't really understand and then the slamming of the front door let us know he was gone. It was quiet, awkwardly so, and I opened my eyes again. Jace was still looking at me, but I felt Izzy move a bit. We all turned and saw mom standing in the door. She looked awful and hurt. I felt a sob crack through me and then she was holding me, my siblings also. "I'm sorry, momma." I kept repeating this over and over until she pulled me back and looked at me. "For what, Alexander?"

"I broke us."

I saw the concern and understanding on her face, also a smile which was a bit off. "Hun, you didn't break anything. Your father did."

I started to shake my head and she pursed her lips, causing me to stop as she continued.

"Your father was having an affair. He got her pregnant."

"WHAT?"

I felt my mother take her hands from my face and take my sisters hand, keeping her other on me and motioning for Max and Jace to come closer. "Robert and I have been going to counseling for a while now because he came clean, told me he wanted to fix it. Today while he was at a meeting with the board, he told me he was expecting a call. Well I answered and she didn't even let me say hello before she told me she was pregnant. I just hung up and left. When I got home, I heard the conversation about you, Alexander. This isn't about you, not one bit. This is all on your father."

"What are we gonna do?"

Mom smiled and glanced at Max, "We are moving. You remember me mentioning my friend Jocelyn in Brooklyn (we nodded) Well, she offered me a job after I talked to her today at the school she works at as their nurse."

"Brooklyn? Mom, gangs are there."

We chuckled at Izzy's response. Mom nodded, "She told me this school isn't bad. It is a public school though, so there are metal detectors, but she said you should do fine. She's the principal."

"Maryse, what about a house?" We heard from Jace. This was fast, we knew. We also knew mom wouldn't be able to stay in this house and afford it alone.

"I thought we could go look this weekend. Jocey told me that there is a townhouse by her that's for sale. You're father and I will meet with our lawyers in the morning and I will have half of the assets to help with the move. Robert agreed to a big alimony because of the infidelity, we already agreed to a lot of it incase I couldn't handle it and the counseling didn't work. Jocey has a daughter Izzy's age named Clary and a son, Jonathan, who's also 18."

We all nodded and sat and talked about things. Mom finally told us what all had been going on and she asked about my sexuality and how I figured it out. I asked her how she was alright with this and she reminded me of Will and Jem. Will was my mom's friend from the city who was a bi-sexual. His regular partner was Jem and on occasion they liked to spice things up. Apparently they had a girl, Tessa, who was living with them. At some point we all must have fallen asleep because we all woke up to Jace's alarm blaring in time to get up. We all went to our respected rooms, mom making sure to tell us to let our friends know we were moving.

I did hear her ask Jace not to sleep with Jocelyn's daughter though. I chuckled at that silently, my brother was a whore. Izzy wasn't that much different. Me, well...Sebastian was my first kiss and that was yesterday. He was my best friend and I had told him my secret first. This was because if he got angry and left, I didn't have to live with him. My family, I was stuck with and they were stuck with me, friends came and went. He had asked me to kiss him because ever since I told him, he had a weird feeling about guys. He wanted to make sure before telling his girlfriend, Aline. It was weird, we both agreed.

He did ask me to kiss him because he was sure the other guys would pound him, which I agreed. We were caught by Izzy and Jace because it was in my room, and then mom got home...dad right behind her. Turns out my friend was bi because he said kissing me was like kissing a brother, but he didn't get puke in his mouth. He then told me he was going to Aline about it to test the theory more. I didn't understand his logic, but to each their own I guess. I pulled on my uniform, catholic schools suck and head out for the kitchen to eat.

"Oh we are so getting you a new wardrobe before dad cuts off my cards."

I just shake my head at my sister and she grabs my wrist. "I mean it Alec. Everyone at school calls you Alexander because its your 'christian' name. You need to figure out who 'Alec' is because you can be 'Alec' at the new school."

I thought about what she said. It was true, the faculty and most of the students didn't know, not really. We were also not allowed nicknames, which sucked. Izzy and I hated out full names, her more than me though. "Alright, nothing too bright though."

She squealed and hugged me. "You got it, Alec."

"You died?" Jace mumbled, Max trailing him.

"Alec is letting me buy him clothes."

My brother's look at me and I shrug, "She made a point and promised nothing too bright."

They didn't comment, too which I was grateful.

"Alright kids, I have to meet your dad. Alexander, make sure you are on time. Meet me in office at 2 so we can head down state."

We do a chorus of "yes ma'am." as my mother goes out the door.

Jace grabs his helmet and keys, heading out to his bike. I; however, take Izzy and Max with me. I park in my usual spot and then we all head into the school. I hate this school, but that's mostly because of the views they put into our heads. It's all very Old Testament teachings on certain issues so that our generation wouldn't watch or say anything that is on television. Hell, Robert(I refuse to call him dad) wouldn't let us watch TV and didn't own one. I knew my siblings watched at their friends house, the ones who hid them from their parents. I made my way through classes, telling Sebastian at lunch that I'm moving. He lets me know it's probably for the best and my dad was an ass. I made my way to my mom in the office at 2:00 and ran into Steven Horendale.

I made to move around him and he grabbed my shoulder. "Where you going, Lightwood?"

"Out, why are you touching me?"

I watched something I couldn't place run over his face for a moment before he got closer. "Heard something about Verlac today that was interesting. Involved you. Wanna know?"

I rolled my eyes, "I really don't. You of all people should know not to tackle and believe rumors."

"So he didn't kiss you, than?"

I didn't answer and he smiled, "Did you like it?"

I smiled, "Nope, too dry. What you mad because it wasn't you?"

He dropped me so I turned to walk away before he decided to hit me for my comment. My mom, Izzy, Jace, and Max walked out as I reached the door and I followed my mother out of the building for the last time, rejoicing as I followed her to Brooklyn with Izzy and Jace in my car after dropping the bike at home. The drive was long, but relaxing. It felt like tons of weight was lifted as I sat in the back seat, leaving the school behind. I looked away from the window when I noticed my sister take my hand and smiled, leaning my head on hers. While mom was looking at the house with her friend, we were hanging out with this Clary and her friends.

"Can we still go to the mall?" my sister whispered to me. I took my hand from hers and gave her a small hug. "Oh, I guess. It's not like I really have public school clothes anyway."

She looked up at me with a smile. "Thank you, Alec. I know you don't like shopping, but I'm glad you're letting me take you."

"Only because it's you. Besides, what else is there to do while we wait on mom to pick a house?"

"Hey, I am very capable of choosing a house, I picked out the first one without your father, Alexander Lightwood."

We all chuckled as my mother smiled, keeping her eyes on the road. I could feel the nerves in the car as we pulled up to a brownstone, most likely the friend's house. There was a woman with red hair standing on the steps with a girl, also with red hair, sitting in front of her.

"Now, be nice. Jonathan, remember what I said about Clary."

Izzy, Max, and I tried to hold our snickers as our brother glared at us. It really was sad that even Maryse knew he was a whore. We all got out and stood awkwardly next to the car as the woman and her daughter came down the stairs, the older women hugging.

"It's good to see you again, Jocey. It's been too long."

The red head pulled back and had a smiled on her face. "I agree. This is my daughter, Clarissa…"

"Clary, mom."

We watched as she chuckled a bit and continued, "Yes, Clary. Clary, this is Maryse and her children."

We all nodded and mom smiled, pointing to use individually to introduce us. She opened the trunk and we each pulled out our bags out and then followed Jocelyn to the door. Clary showed us where the extra room was for us to put her stuff and showed Izzy where her room was so she could bunk there. We made our way to the girl's room as we heard the parents let us know they were leaving and to leave a note if we go somewhere. Clary's room was nice, for a chick room. She had art supplies everywhere, which Jace would love I'm sure. Max wend straight to the books, finding all kinds of anime books, including his coveted manga. I put my hands in my pockets as we all gathered awkwardly.

"Well, I have two friend coming over. My mom said something about maybe the mall." Clary commented, trying to relieve some of the awkwardness.

"Really, that's cool. Alec is letting me take him shopping while we're here. He doesn't have appropriate clothes for school."

They all laughed as I blushed. "Iz, we went to Catholic school with uniforms. I didn't need regular clothes except for weekends and who would I need to…" I didn't finish as the doorbell went off. Clary told us where we could change and then went to get the door. I grabbed a pair of jeans from the bag in the other room, but left my button up on. I had a feeling that I was going to be trying on a ton of fabric and so it would just be easier on me. I did take the tie off though, rolling my sleeves up my forearm. I walked out of the bathroom to see that Jace had changed in the room, Max too apparently.

"I'm just gonna stay. Clary said I could read some of her mangas I don't have."

"You sure?" I asked him.

He nodded, "Yes, you may have fun. Too much sparkle for me."

I furrowed my brow and looked at Jace, who was smiling. "What does he mean?"

He just shook his head and went down the stairs where everyone else was. I followed after leaving Max in the room. I stopped at the bottom of the stairs, looking at a pair of hazel eyes, more like yellow and green put together, but all I know is that they are beautiful. The were rimmed with some very thick eyeliner and the lids of the eyes held some light glitter on them. I gulped as I noticed everyone looking at me and tried not to blush. Try being the keyword because as soon as I saw Jace's face, I felt the heat explode on my cheeks.

"Um, that is Alec. Alec this is Simon(a geeky kid in glasses) and Magnus(the eyes)."

I nodded, not trusting my voice at the moment.

"Magnus has an SUV, so we're gonna use it to get to the mall." I heard my sister, who drug me out of the house.

I felt eyes on me and turned a bit to see the eyes looking at me. I couldn't tear mine from his to even begin to figure out what he was wearing. I did notice he had sparkle hair chalk in his hair. The only reason I knew this was because Izzy would wear it sometimes. I piled into the SUV after Magus and Simon put the back seat up. The girls climbed into the back since they were smaller and Jace and I took the two middle seats, Simon up front with Magnus. I closed my eyes, trying to figure out why I was affected so much by those eyes. What about them made me so freaking twisted inside my stomach. I felt nauseous, but not in a bad way. I felt someone nudge me and opened my eyes to see Izzy's head next to mine and Jace looking at me with an amused expression.

"He's cute, right?" my sister whispered, making me turn to her.

She kept her eyes on mine, daring me to deny I was affected. I sighed, "We don't even know if he's gay."

"Oh he is."

We turned to see Clary looking at us with a smile, leaning closer. "Did you not notice his clothes and the glitter?"

I blushed, "I couldn't get past his eyes."

She smiled, "They are pretty good looking eyes. Anyway, mom didn't tell me you were. If you're still in and uncomfortable I'm so…"

"It's not that. I just recently came out and then my parents are splitting. I'm to fucked up for anything. He just caught me off guard is all."

She smiled, "He won't do anything, but he's a great shopping partner. You should let him and your sister pick out your clothes. He wants to be a designer."

"Clarissa, love. I know I'm fabulous, but no more talking about me, darling. You're not very quiet."

We call chuckled a bit and she looked to the driver. "I was being loud on purpose so that hopefully you don't make Alec uncomfortable, Magnus. You tend to be overconfident and blunt."

"Touche, Clary. We're here."

We all sighed and climbed out of the car. Clary was needing some art things so Simon and Jace went with her while the rest of us went to find me something suitable to wear. Magus led me and Izzy to his favorite store, causing my sister to squeal. Apparently it was just what she was looking for. She pushed me to the dressing room, telling me not to leave while they found me some clothes. I did get her to remember that nothing too bright was ok. I sat on the little stool thing they had in the room and waited. I jumped as jeans and shirts were thrown in and my sister letting me know I had to model each and every outfit.

I opened the door. "What is to go with what, Izzy?"

She smiled. "I didn't know how dressed you were. Magnus picked most of it out."

I looked behind her to see the eyes again and gulped, trying not to blush. He walked forward and picked up each item. I had three pairs of skinny jeans and three shirts. He told me which shirt went with each pair and then left me to it. I slipped out of my clothes and put on a pair of denim jeans with a white tee. I looked in the mirror, sighing. The shirt was too tight for my taste, but shrugged my shoulders. I opened the door and walked out. "Iz."

She turned from looking at the belts and smiled. "I like it and it's casual enough that you really can't oppose to it, Alec."

"It's a bit tight." I whispered.

"It looks good." I snapped my head to the eyes and knew I was blushing at his smirk, daring me to contradict him.

"Alexander." I turned back to my sister, who was closer now and nodded. "It's comfortable enough, Isabelle."

"Good, now since he picked out the three outfits, I was going to pick out a belt for you."

I looked at the ones in her hands. She had a black belt with a silver buckle and then one that had stars all around the leather. I smiled, "The one without the stars, Izzy."

She pouted, "You no fun. I hope you get the girlie boy so I have someone to talk to who at least knows fashion."

I blushed and turned before the eyes could comment on that. I shut the door and laid my head against a bit as I sighed. I loved my sister, really I did, she was just too damn blunt right now. I looked in the mirror, the red slowly fading from my face as I took the clothes off. I picked up the blue pair that went with a black quarter length sleeve shirt and slipped those on. I actually liked this outfit. It was comfortable and just loose enough to keep some of my body off display. I opened the dressing room door and walked to my sister. I did notice a look cross over the face of gorgeous eyes, "Magnus, his name is Magnus." I repeated as they walked over.

"You like this one." she stated.

"Yes, actually I do. It's not as tight as I thought the pants would be."

"Here, this should go with it." I looked at Magnus and he was holding a silver belt, nothing sparkly just to add something to it. I nodded and took it. "Alright, thanks."

I walked back and put on the last outfit, the skinny's were leather and went with a red button up. I walked out and I saw the eyes darken as they both looked at me.

"I don't care if you like it or not, you're getting that." Magnus stated.

I blushed as my sister smirked at me, pushing me back into the room. I put on my clothes and the put the rest over my arm to buy. I picked out a few more jeans, boot cuts, and some more tees before we paid. We met up with everyone about an hour and a half later because Magnus had to work. I fell back as Izzy and Jace seemed to already find their latest conquests in Simon and Clary, trying to not draw attention to myself.

"Hey."

I glance at the boy and smiled, "Hey. Thanks for helping Izzy. I don't usually shop."

He nodded, "She told me. I think they're coming to my work later, you should too."

I looked at him, "Where exactly do you work?"

He smirked, "A gay bar called Taki's. It's a food and dance joint. Clary and Simon come a lot and well, it's mostly to keep me company. I don't have many friends from school."

"Why you're hot?" I then blushed when I figured out I said that out loud.

He smiled and stopped us. "Thank you, blue eyes. You're pretty hot yourself; however, Clary's brother is difficult and I don't shy from who I am."

I ran a hand down my face, "Great, is it going to be bad? I mean, I got why it was at our old school, but I was hoping it was different here."

He came a bit closer to me. "You will always have those that are close minded, Alec. It's the ones that aren't that matter. Clary and Simon are some of the most loyal people you will ever find. Just be yourself, alright. Don't let them make you hide you."

I nod and we start walking again, everyone else at the car already.

Magnus dropped us off at Clary's to find our mother's home. Mom told us that she bought the house already, explaining that dad and her already pretty much had everything settled with the finances. SInce Izzy and Max were still minors, the alimony check was going to make the payments on the brownstone three houses from the one we were currently in. Izzy asked mom about Taki's, who then looked at Jocelyn. Clary's mom explained what it was and that Clary went all the time, getting my mom to let us go after seeing the house. Maryse walked us over real quick and opened the door. The inside was open with a fireplace off to one corner, making it diagonal in the space. There was a snack bar that was separating the living room from the kitchen, but it was big enough that our stuff would fit.

"Alright, the attic was remodeled into a room with a bath so Izzy, that's yours since your the girl." Mom commented, gaining a squeal and a hug from Izzy as she ran up to find her room.

"Boys, my room is down in the basement and also has a bath. There are three rooms on the second floor and one bath, go at it."

We climbed the stairs and went to pick out a room. I found the third one and sighed, stepping into it. It had a built in desk off in a small alcove and a window seat under the window. The walls were white, but if I knew my brother and sister they wouldn't be for long. I came out and walked across the hall to find Jace in a different room, looking much like mine but without the desk.

"You gonna decorate?" I asked him as he looked up at me.

"I'm sure Iz will talk mom into letting us paint this weekend."

We both chuckled as Izzy came in and smiled. "Mom told me that Alec is on her new account she set up with dad when they split the money or whatever. She gave me the card and told me to let you know we can go get paint and stuff while she sets up the movers. She's leaving in the morning. Also, she wants to know where the bike tarp is so they don't scratch it."

Jace and I looked at each and nodded, following Izzy out. Max's room looked just Jace's and was on his side of the hall, the bathroom next to my room. We made it back down the stairs, mom letting us know she was going to go ahead and get back since it's only about an hour and a half, promising to text us when she got in. Izzy then pulled me by the hand and didn't let go till we were back with our stuff at Clary's. "Wear some of the new things, Alec."

She then walked out and I sighed, great, my sister was planning on setting me up. I opened the bags and pulled out a pair of bootcuts I just got and slipped them on with a blue tee shirt. I then slipped my converse on and headed down the stairs after putting my hair in a bun on the back of my head. I walked out and went down stairs, the girls having changed as well. Jace just left on his stuff and Simon didn't leave, so they were still in their clothes.

Clary was wearing a pair of skinny jeans with a white tunic and a pair of flats while Izzy was in a pair of purple skinny jeans and a black tank top and a pair of black high tops. We walked out of the house and down the street to the subway. We rode for about ten minutes before reaching our stop. I kind of felt like a fifth wheel because Jace was already making moves on Clary and Izzy was trying to keep Simon occupied so he wouldn't notice. We walked in and I stopped. All the guys, and girls, that worked here were in hotpants and boots. The girls were in a solid color tank top of either blue or white, skin tight mind you, while the guys were topless. I gulped as the host/bouncer guy took us to our table. We sat at one of the barstool table, you know the ones where you have to sit on barstool chairs and your feet aren't on the floor. It took me about two minutes to figure out why. Magnus walked up and I just closed my eyes.

"What to drink, lovelies?"

I kept my head down as everyone ordered till it got to me.

"Alexander."

I felt a shiver and looked up at him. "Alec, and just a water."

He smirked and nodded, heading back to get them. I laid my head on the table and sighed, causing the people with me to laugh a bit. This was hell, no hell would be better. This was worse. I sit up and looked across at Clary, "A little warning would have been nice."

She blushed a bit and glanced at Jace, "Jace said you wouldn't care."

I turn my eyes to my brother. "Jonathan?"

He smiled, "What, it's half naked guys, Alec. C'mon, you like it."

I closed my eyes and only opened them when I heard the glass sit in front of me.

"Are we ready?" Magnus asked, on the other side of Izzy now.

They all ordered as I picked up the menu.

"Darling…"

He was next to me now and I gulped a bit, looking at him. "What would you suggest?"

I did quirk an eyebrow to see if he'd actually suggest food and he smirked back, giving me a wink. "The bacon cheeseburger actually, handsome."

I just nodded and he leaned in, "Clary told me they didn't warn you, sorry."

I watched as he walked away and then sighed. He had a nice ass, I couldn't deny that. His abs weren't too shabby either. I turned and tried to pay attention to what my siblings and new friends were saying, but all I could focus on was the way Magnus smelled when he leaned into me. Our food arrived and he was right, it was good. No one really talked about anything and when we were done, we sat back. I leaned back as Magnus took some of the plates and smiled a bit at him, earning one back.

"He likes you."

I turned to look at Simon. "I just met him."

The boy shrugged, "Doesn't matter, look at your brother and Clary. I can tell. He's a good guy, but you hurt him and I'll find a way to hurt you."

I leaned in a bit and sighed, "I'm really new at the letting myself out thing. I'm sure it won't get that far."

"What won't get that far?"

We turned to notice that everyone was looking at us and Simone shrugged, "Just talk. They're closing in ten so we should probably pay so Magnus can clean."

"I thought this was a bar?" Izzy asked, looking at the bespectacled boy.

"Yes, but underagers have to leave at 10:00. That's when Magnus gets off anyway, so if we leave now, he gets done quicker."

Clary nodded, "This is true. We usually do movies in my basement on Friday's when he gets off."

We all nod and Magnus brings us our checks. "See you guys later." he whispers as he head back to do whatever he needs to.

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