Chapter 1:- The misunderstanding

Snippet from Eclipse. Written my Stephanie Meyer

I leaned in and kissed his face softly. "Love you, Jacob."
He laughed lightly. "I love you more".
He watched me walk out of his room with an unfathomable expression in his black eyes.

Disclaimer:- Stephanie Meyer owns the rights to all of the characters from Twilight. Not me!!

BPOV

I just couldn't let Edward see me this way; see the pain in his eyes to think that I was unhappy. So I drove, blinded by tears to a destination I didn't realise I was going to until I was there. The cliff. The reason Edward came back into my life and where Jacob became just a friend and not my own personal sun anymore. I will never regret coming here that first time and I feel it fitting to come here after seeing Jacob, to close the chapter of my life that revolved around him. I will never return here after tonight.

As I got out the truck I stumbled on some lose stones but was able to catch myself before I fell. As I got closer I sat down and scooted forward until my legs were hanging off the edge. I couldn't trust myself to walk up to the edge, as I was likely to fall. The wind blew icy in my face, clearing my head. It would be easier if I just jumped off and save so many people from the pain I seem to inflict on them without meaning to.

I stared off into the sea thinking about everything I had done wrong and how I could have done something to stop it. I don't know how long I was there, just that it was starting to get colder and darker. I didn't hear anyone coming until it was too late.

"Bella?"

As the voice came out of nowhere, making my heartbeat in my chest as if it were trying to escape, I jumped with a start and lost my balance. As I started to fall I was able to catch the lip of the cliff smacking my head as I clung on. Warm hands reached down and pulled me into their muscled chest. Dizzily I looked up into a pair of dark brooding eyes.

"What are doing here Sam?" I was so surprised by who it was I forgot to be angry with him for making me fall. I could feel my heart starting to slow down into its normal rhythm.

"Your vampire boyfriend asked to cross the boundary line to get you, he thought that you were going to do something stupid, like jump, so I said I would come and look for you". Sam was looking at me with an uncomprehending expression and spoke slowly as if he wanted to say more but thought better of it.

I lifted my hand to feel my head. When I brought my hand to my eyes I could see blood. The smell hit me and I had to concentrate on not vomiting. I focused on Sam to keep my mind off the smell.

"Thinking about jumping and doing it are two different things and as you can see I was fine until you came along, now I have to go see Carlisle to look at my head" I started to get angry as it seems I can't even be alone to think anymore because, as Edward would put it I am too breakable. I angrily tried to push him away, being close to his warm body made me think of Jacob and I couldn't handle that, not now. The moment I moved my arm I felt a pain in my shoulder that made me cry out. I leaned into Sam for support as the dizziness started.

"I think that you have dislocated your shoulder, I should take you to the hospital" Sam seemed concerned and after a hesitation lifted me up into his arms.

"What I need is for you put me down so I can drive to the Cullen's" I was starting to loss my patience.

"Bella, you're bleeding. The hospital is the safest place"

"I trust all of the Cullen's with my life so put me down!"

As Sam placed me back on my feet I started to walk towards my truck. I got a few steps when everything started to go fuzzy and I stumbled back into his arms where I lost consciousness.

As I started to gain consciousness I was confused and wondered whose arms I was in and why they were running. I didn't want to open my eyes, not yet and the body heat made me think of Jacob. I huddled closer and before I thought about what I was doing I sighed, reaching up to kiss him. I didn't care about the pain that shot down my arm and as our lips touched I thought that something was different about his kiss but maybe I was still a bit confused. At first he was hesitant but then he stopped running and held me closer as my hand strayed over his chest. Our lips moved together, get more and more urgent.

Suddenly memories started to flood back and I pulled away to look Sam in the eyes. He seemed to be as startled as I was that we kissed but there was another emotion there that he was trying to hide, I couldn't put my finger on it. As my cheeks started to burn red as I mumbled

"Sorry Sam, I don't know what just happened. I thought you were Jake and then everything came back to me."

"You did hit your head pretty hard; let's just get you back, okay?" His voice sounded strained as if he was fighting some emotion.

I nodded, embarrassment making me look away as he started to run again. As we got closer to the boundary line I could make Edward out in the twilight, he was pacing. When we were close enough Sam placed me on my feet. I was careful not to look Sam in the eyes, scared of what I might see as I mumbled a thank you. Sam made sure that I was stable on my feet and then let me go so I could walk towards Edward alone. When Edward saw my appearance his stony expression turned to one of concern.

"What happened?" He aimed the question over my head at Sam as he pulled me into his arms, being careful as he noticed the way I winced and held my shoulder. His searching eyes never left me, making sure that I wasn't seriously hurt. Edward stopped breathing when he noticed my head but still held me close. Now that I was back in Edwards's arms I started to relax and felt very tired.

"I found her sitting on the edge of the cliff. When I called out it startled her and she fell, I was able to pull her up but I think she hit her head and dislocated her shoulder when she caught the edge". Sam spoke very softly and cautiously, aware that Edward might attack at any moment.

"If you would have let me cross the line this wouldn't have happened" The fury emanating off Edward was frightening and I cringed away from him. As he noticed this he started to calm down.

"Thank you for getting Bella, I think I should take her home now" speaking in a clipped tone as he lifted me into his arms. He held me close to his chest as he turned and started to run towards the Cullen's house.

As he ran Edward was silent. After a while I glanced up into his face and was relieved to see that he didn't look angry, just worried. I reached up with my good arm and tried to smooth the frown lines. He reacted instantly to my touch, looking down at me with those light topaz eyes. When he spoke his voice was full of pain

"Why did you go to the cliff?"

"I needed time on my own to think, I guess that Alice picked up on some of the thoughts that I was never going to act on".

"She wouldn't have seen them if you were never going to do it".

"I could never leave you," I whispered as the exhaustion started to make me drowsy. Edward stared into my eyes for a moment, seeming to think about something and then lightly brushed his lips across mine.

"Your tired, sleep my Bella, we can talk later" Edward had used the last of his air supply so went silent. I leaned into him and closed my eyes. As I was slipping back in unconsciousness I was able to mumble, "stay with me".

The first thing I was aware of was a cold hand stroking my face and the fact that I seemed to be in a comfy bed. As I opened my eyes I noticed that I was in Edward's room. Edward was lying next to me, with a worried look in his eyes.

"Please stop worrying, I'm fine. All I wanted was time to think on my own and that was the first place that came to mind, I promise." As I said this, his eyes seemed to lose some of the worry.

"I know, Alice's vision wasn't clear but I couldn't take that risk."

He kept on stroking my face as relief flooded me and I realised he believed me but then I remembered Charlie

"What time is it? Charlie is going to kill me for disappearing again". As I said this I tried to get to my feet but Edward pushed me gently back down.

"Shhh, it's okay. Alice phoned him and he agreed to another sleep over for a couple days as the rest of us decided to go camping again." I relaxed at his words and edged closer to him.

"Carlisle has fixed your shoulder but he is worried about your head so he wants you to stay close for a few days." I moved my shoulder, causing an aching sensation. It was bearable.

"That's fine by me" As I said this Edward pulled me gently into his arms and lightly started to kiss my shoulder, working his way up until he was kissing me on the lips. He was more careful than usual, making sure that he didn't hurt me. He pulled away after a while, resting his cheek onto my chest and listening to my heart until it calmed down. Then he looked up at me with the full force of his eyes and spoke in a horrified tone

"I don't know what I would have done if you … … didn't come back, please promise me that you will never… … ever do that again" The last bit was more of a demand than a request.

"I won't, I promise".

Edward seemed to mule my answer over for a second. After a while his features changed from thoughtful to one of wanting. He started to kiss me again kissing me again, all the while keeping eye contact with me. This time the kisses were more passionate than before, less careful than he usually was. One of his hands slid down my face and along my arm giving me gorgeous shivers everywhere he touched. My hands strayed to his chest, unbuttoning his shirt so I could explore the contours of his body. I was pleased that he didn't stop me and surprised that his hands started to feel there way up my stomach to my breasts. His cold hands left goose bumps everywhere he touched but it felt so good that I didn't care. His fingers circled my nipples through my bra, teasing me until I couldn't take the torture anymore. He ripped my top off leaving it in shreds on the floor, to eager to mess around with the buttons of my shirt. He carefully lifted me to undo my bra. I was so nervous that I struggled to remember what I had on and whether to be embarrassed. Luckily it was the blue silk set I brought for Edward, as I know he loves me in blue. The sound of the bra hitting the floor brought me back. Edward was learning back to look at my half naked body and as he paused, he looked at me with a hunger I had never seen before.

"You're beautiful" Edward purred as he bent down and started to lick and suck one nipple into his mouth while playing with the other one, twisting it between his soft but cold hand. His other hand strayed to my jeans gently undoing the buttons and sliding them down my legs.

Edward looked up into my eyes with a wicked grin and started to travel down my body, leaving a trail of kisses down my neck, along my breasts and stomach. He stopped just above my core and as he glanced up at me he murmured

"I can smell how much you want me, Bella"

His nose skimmed across the material of my thong, smelling how wet I was and with one quick movement he tore the thong off with his teeth.

"Edward." I gasped as he slowly spread my legs open and suddenly his lips and tongue were on me, parting my lower lips and licking up my slit. His tongue found my clit with ease and he started massaging it with his tongue.

"Ummm Edward". My hands gripped his hair as his tongue explored my pussy, bringing me closer and closer to my peak. I was in such ecstasy that I couldn't think straight let alone form a sentence. Edward teased my clit with his tongue as he slid two fingers in me, angling them to hit my g-spot perfectly. My hips arched trying to get him to go deeper. At first he went so slow it was torture until he noticed my impatience and started sliding his fingers faster and harder into my core. His tongue teasing my clit, nibbling my lips, adding to the sensations. When the orgasm came it rocked my body as I screamed his name. Edward Stayed in me until the orgasm started to pass and then slid his fingers out when it was over. A low chuckle escaped Edwards's lips as he came up to start kissing me again. I could feel him grinning as he kissed me, obviously pleased with himself. After a while his kisses travelled across my jaw and down my neck so I could breath. Between the kisses Edward murmured

"Are you sure you want this? I will stop". I responded by pulling his face level with mine so I could look into his eyes as I let one of my hands travel down his chest, unbuttoned his jeans and slid into his boxers to his erection. Shock passed over his perfect features.

"I have never wanted anything more in my life" I whispered, as I couldn't trust my voice not to crack with nervousness by speaking out loud. My hand started stroking along the length of his erection. It felt good to feel his want for me, as his cock got harder in my hand. I started to pump his cock harder and faster as Edward licked and nibbled my earlobe. Every now and then he would let out a gasp if I started to go faster or slowed down to show him that two can play at the teasing game.

"God Bella… … I want you so much" I kept on getting faster and faster, up and down, pumping his cock until he came, letting out a final gasp he nearly collapsed on me. He was able to catch himself just before crushing me. A few seconds went by where we just stared at each other, waiting for our panting to slow down until I slowly raked my fingers down his chest and slid his boxers and jeans the rest of the way off. As the boxers slipped over his penis I noticed that his erection had come back again and that he was ready for more. Edward attacked my mouth with such enthusiasm that my lips were sure to be bruised in the morning but I didn't care. Edward slid his hands under my knees and gently pulled my legs further apart. He leaned back, placing his hands either side of my head so he could look at me as he positioned his cock just outside my entrance. I ached for him; heat swelling to my core, as I became wet just thinking about what it would be like, having him inside me.

"Are you sure Bella? Tell me what you want." Edward said the last bit with a grin on his face and lust in his eyes.

"I want your cock inside me now." As I spoke the last word I thrust my hips and so his cock slid into me. I gasped in pain as Edward pushed further into me, not realising how big he was. As he started too slide out because of my reaction I moved my hands to his buttocks and pressed down to signal that I wanted more. He stared into my eyes as he slid back in slowly as first until I yelled at him to go faster and harder. Edward let out a growl as he got faster and near his peak, groaning my name over and over again. A jolt of pleasure shot through my body and I started to convulse under his touch as I rode my orgasm out, screaming his name. My orgasm making my muscles tighten around his cock. He held me close as he thrust one last time and exploded inside me. Breathlessly Edward exclaimed; "Bella, you'll be the death of me that was amazing" before he kissed me and rolled over so I was on top of him, As he held me to his chest he started humming my lullaby and soon I drifted off happy in his arms.