Sebastian's POV
I watched closely at the boy as I set him down on the stone chair.
"Will it hurt?" He asked, his voice frighteningly calm.
"A bit, I'm afraid. I will do my best to make it as painless as possible" i said. Ciel nodded.
"Sebastian..." Ciel said, his voice beginning to shake.
"Yes...bocchan?" I said. He smiled, but it was a smile full of fear and sadness.
"Where will I go?" He asked, his eyes filling with tears.
"Are you afraid, Ciel Phantomhive?" I emphesised Phantomhive.
He paused for a moment.
"...yes...yes Sebastian I'm afraid. I'm so afraid" he sobbed. He fell to his knees as he cried. "For about a year now...I have been in love with you... i thought you would fall in love with me too and then you would not kill me. But...but that didn't happen! Please, pity me and say you love me. Just so I can die while knowing you didn't only say it in my head..."
I stared at Ciel. Normally composed and mature, now sobbing and begging for love
"Ciel, I do love you... I do not want to do this...but as a demon, I have no choice. Allow me to sing to you while it happens. Just so you leave this world...listening to me. So you don't die afraid. So you leave knowing that you are loved. By me. I love you" i said. He sobbed and nodded. I picked the boy up, sat down, and cradled him. I kissed his lips softly and full of love. He kissed back, then when i pulled away, i felt horribley sad.
"Here goes..." i said. I began consuming his soul. I also sang. He trembled as he began to get weaker. Tears fell from his fluttering eyes. He was scared. He held onto my hand as he was dying. His breaths were shakey and deep.
His tears fell onto my lap and arms. They dripped off his chin. "I'm scared..." he said.
"I'm right here..." i said. I smiled lovingly at him. He sobbed again and nodded. I rocked him as i sang, him not having much time left.
"I love you" the last things he said before he was too weak to speak.
His heart barely beating, tears still flowing freely, still trembling, and scared to die...Ciel Phantomhive sat in my lap.
"Blue as the ocean and bright as the sun...
This dream ends and another has begun...
Close your eyes and drift off to sleep...
Dreaming of a world where there's only you and me...
I'll hold you tight as you slip away...
Know that your heart is always with me...
I'll hold your hand as you take your final breath...
Though we must part you will never be alone again...
Blue as the ocean and bright as the sun...
This dream is over and another has begun..." i finished the song. Tear stains on his face. A look of fear forever in his dulled eyes. Ciel Phantomhive was dead. He had drifted off to the sound of my voice. His final words to me were that he loved me.
"I have sung you to sleep" i said to his body "so close your eyes..." i shut his eyes. I kissed his lips one last time before his body turned into rose petals.
Mkay so, it is 3 in the morning and I am crying while i write this. This is how the first season should have ended. Thank the gods they made 2 more seasons and Ciel did NOT die in them, but still, my first reaction to the last episode in season 1 was "motha fucka Sebastian! Kiss the boy already!" So, yeah, this is my take on what should have happened. Im still crying and i finished this 15 minutes ago. Comment!