Waxing Crescent
I was walking hand-in-hand with my own personal sun, Jacob. It was Valentine's Day, and we were going to First Beach for a picinic.This was my second Valentine's Day with Jake, and my first one not in crippling agony.
I originally chose Edward, and I still love him, but Jake was healthier for me. After Jake left, I was miserable. Worrying constantly about him. I didn't see what I was doing to Edward, but I realize that I must have caused him undo pain, and eventually he left. He left me a note. It was so much like my own note to him back when James was tracking me. It read;
Bella,
I can see how you are hurting
because of Jacob Black's leaving.
You should have chosen him instead.
It's unbearable to see you in this kind of
pain, and I cannot allow you to continue
to be in pain.
He is much better for you.
This solution isn't simple for me to come to,
but goodbye is the only way.
I'll be waiting in the wings for you,
Edward
I was still in contact with Alice, she was the only contact I had with the Cullen family. She wasn't mad at me for what I did, to force Edward away. She had her own way of looking of things. She did have a better view of the outcome of this whole catrastrophe then anyone else. She knew that it would eventually work out.
It was the gloam of the day. (I could never think of it as twilight, it would rip up part of the hole in my chest that seemed to have healed a smige.) Jacob's hand felt wonderful against my own. Maybe, just maybe, my life would be as good as it could ever be without Edward. Little did I know that it would turn upside down very, very soon.
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