A/N: this will honestly be a One-Shot -you have my words.
When did it all come down to this? When did your smile start mattering so much to me? When did this obsession start? Who knows, and really I don't want to try and find out. We've been enemy's far too long for anything to truly come of this obsession.
I'm slip into my starring when you enter the room…your body is amazing. I just want to tear all your clothes off and….gah. Not again. I'm a married man. You're a married man. Why am I obsessed with you so?
Why? Why? Why do I dream of you at night while I lie in bed at night next to my wife? Why do I wake up every morning with a pain below my naval? Why do you have this power over me?
I am a Dark wizard, and you a Light. It would be an impossible relationship to live with. I fight for one while you fight the other. Then why am I still pulled into your sent when you walk by? You could change me. You could convert me.
I think of you when I bed my wife. Is that wrong? My son was probably conceived while I was thinking it was you I was bedding. Why is my life so cursed?
It's been months since I've seen your face…and I'm still obsessed with it, with your body. I've heard talkings of an attack on you, your wife, and son. You may all die they say. I could never live with myself if you died…my obsession goes to deep in my veins. I have to stop it.
I've wept in my study for days it seems. You were murdered by my Lord. My obsession, you have been killed. My heart is slowly breaking. I've tried to hold my promise that I could not live if you died. But I fear that I am cursed to live the rest of my life with this pain in my chest.
I will not show anyone my weekness. I am to be strong when I father my son. I am to be strong when I see your son in 10yrs when he starts to attend Hogwarts with mine. I will always have this obsession with you James Potter, well after you are dead.
A/N: R+R please