This story is based right after episode six season 17, the after match after they captured Kim's crazy butt! As always PLEASE leave me reviews, I truly appreciate every one of them. Take care xo

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"Formidable, formidable
Tu étais formidable, j'étais fort minable
Nous étions formidables" - Stromae

Wonderful, Wonderful

You were wonderful, I was so pathetic

We were wonderful

Amanda quickly got up from her couch startled from the door knock; unsure who it would be knocking on her door so late in the night. She grabbed her pepper spray in case- getting on to her tippy toes to see through the peak hole. Much to her surprise it was the tall brunette on the other side, the blonde takes a quick glance in front of her mirror making herself look somewhat decent; even though she was wearing basketball shorts and baggy oversized tee shirt. She didn't have munch to wear, considering she wasn't expecting to get so big- so quick. Amanda sighed before unlocking and opening her door.

"Benson, what are you doing here?" she asked trying to not look so worried.

"I uh..I came to see if you were okay?" the brunette tries to lock eyes with the blonde but it was to no success, the blonde wouldn't allow it.

Amanda widens the door open offering an invitation in which the brunette accepts, walking slowly and stepping to the side to allow the blonde to take the lead. Benson observed the blonde carefully as she leads her into her open living, Olivia took much notice to the blonde's glow- it's true, the pregnancy glow exists. She would be lying to herself if she still didn't find the blonde attractive or that her crush for her had not faded. At one point they were hitting it off, even went out on a few dates; the relationship was going well but Olivia scared herself out of it and called it off before anything truly could happen. The brunette regretted the decision surely after the break off; but she was scared. And here she is months later at her former lover's home, still madly in love wanting her back; but now her blonde is expecting.

"I am fine. I was just stressed- that's all" the blonde tried to reassure her boss but deep down she was scared as all hell.

Olivia walked closer, standing face to face and their eyes now finally locked. It would be a lie if neither of them didn't feel that shock run through them when their eyes locked, it's been so long since they've read each other eyes so easily. The brunette arms filled with goosebumps as she realized how she forgotten those blue eye were ever so mesmerizing, and the blonde was shocked by the formers lover's brown eyes remembering how hypnotizing they were.

An electric shock shot through Amanda's arm when Olivia grabbed her hand she swallowed hard, her eyes gazed down at her touch, how her hand felt so warm on top of hers. How she wished she wasn't this big right now cause she wants nothing more than to be able to take her in her arms and kiss her like she use to…

"I am sorry I add all that stress on you- I jus-" Olivia struggled to find the words, she was in over her head. She knew she was being a complete bitch to her, it wasn't Amanda's fault that her sister was evil and self centered. "this job—I feel it's too much for me at times, and I sometimes get over head. I am sorry—I am sorry I yelled at you and causing you so much stress."

Olivia breaks her eye contact, looking down sighing deeply. Taking a minute to recollect her thoughts, once again looking back that those big blue eyes staring back her with such worry and yet with some anger "I still care Amanda. "

With that said, Olivia leans in and places a soft kiss on the blonde's cheek before turning around and walking out the front door closing it behind her.