Hey guys, so here's a little song-fic for you guys. It's Sirius speaking to Remus and it takes place a bit before Order of the Phoenix. And seriously guys, this song, Flowers For A Ghost by Thriving Ivory, is amazing,it's such a fantastic song, especially the second part. So go check that out =] Enjoy!

You disappear with all your good intentions

Well James is gone now. He's gone with all the fun, all the games, and all the happiness that we used to share.

And all I am is all I could not mention

And now I'm all alone. I'm left to fill in the spaces that he left empty.

Like who will bring me flowers when it's over

Now, I'll have to hang out with myself. Have a firewhiskey...all by myself.

And who will give me comfort when it's cold

And when I remember my family, I'm going to have to comfort myself. Tell myself that iI'm not as worthless as anyone says , and that it's all ok.

She took a plane to somewhere out in space

And Lily...she's gone too

To start a life and maybe change the world

I suppose things are better for her and James now. They don't have to hide anymore...they're free and their son is safe.

See I never meant for you to have to crawl

And Remus...I never meant for things to end so badly for you. I never meant to have you loose every single one of your closest friends in the span of 24 hours

No I never meant to let you go at all

As a matter of fact I even planned on moving in with you once I was done with Peter. Unfortunately the only place I moved to after that was...well Azkaban.

Don't ever say goodbye

And now 13 years later we've set everything straight and you're all I have to lean on.

Please don't leave me like everyone else I leaned on did.

See my head aches from all this thinkin'

Sometimes I try really hard to figure out how it ended up like this. It's all just one big head ache really.

Feels like a ship God, God knows I'm sinkin'

These days my life is more like a sinking ship than a life.

Wonder what you do and where it is you stay

There's two people I worry about the most. First, you Remus. Though I spend practically every waking moment in your company, when I'm out searching for Peter, I wonder if you're alright. I wonderwhat you're doing and if you're feeling alright .Of course there's always the thought of the little rat called Peter. I wonder where he is. I wonder what he's doing and I wonder if he's ready to die.

These questions like a whirlwind, they carry me away

And at night these questions carry me into a troubled, nightmarish sleep.

Who will bring me flowers when it's over

And I wonder, who will be there for me when all this is over?

And who will give me comfort when it's cold

And who will offer me comfort when everything I feel as though I can't go on

Who will I belong to when the day just won't give in

And who will I end up with when the war just won't end

And who will tell me how it ends and how it all begins

And who will offer explanations to me when I don't understand?

Don't ever say goodbye

I hope it's you Remus, because honestly I have no one more to turn to...so please...don't ever leave me.

I'm only human

And I can handle only so much loss. Because I'm only human.

I'm only human

And I can keep up this "everything is alright" act for so long. Because I'm only human.

I'm only human

And I can bear only so much pain without help. Because in the end it's only you and me that's left. You...you're part werewolf.

But I'm only human.

And I need you to fill in the gaps that Lily and James left behind. I need you to be there for me.

Because I'm only human.

So, how was it? I just thought it sort of described Sirius, because he's always so calm and strong for everyone and I figure he's got to hold some emotions inside, you know what I'm saying? =]

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