Faking
AN/ Ok please dont be too hard on this I was venting on when I was upset and depressed. This could really be about any character in Twilight. It doesn't have a plot or anything either.
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I couldn't take it anymore. Every fucking day I am faking a smile for people who never care, pretending to be happy for people who don't care. I'm tired of faking every single day. Faking that the insults don't hurt, faking that im not starving myself and faking I don't notice how often people silently judge me. I can't stand listening to the fighting and screaming. Lastly I'm tired of not knowing what the hell is wrong with me except that it hurts to breathe and that I'm tired of lying. I don't want to cry myself to sleep any longer. I don't want to wish the pain would disapear I want the pain gone. I'm sorry but I can't live like this any longer, I'm done being nothing but a Failure. Goodbye.