Summary: Ryan's thoughts after the season finale
Disclaimer: I dont own the OC but I do own the boxset
Even now
I don't really know what happened
He tried to hurt you
He forced himself onto you
And he lied to me about it
Told me it was the other way around
That you came onto him
When I found out the truth
I had to do something
Trey and I never had the best brother relationship
He was always screwing everything up
And for once, I thought he could change
But he didn't change
Not at all
He hurt you
When you came to my rescue
Even though it was hard for me to know what was happening
I knew you were close by
I knew you were there for me
When you killed him….
I don't know what I was thinking
You saved my life
If you hadn't come to the apartment
He would have choked me to death
For that
I thank you
Even though we've had our differences in the past
We always found some way to be together
I've never felt more alive with anybody but you
You complete me
I'm still sorry about leaving you to go back to Chino
But I had to go
There was no way I was letting my kid have the same life I had
But all I would think about when I was away
Was you
I missed you so much it killed me
Theresa and I barely spoke
When she told me about the miscarriage I was so upset
But I got to come back to Newport
To the Cohens
To Seth
And to you
I don't care that you killed my brother
You did it out of self defense
We're gonna get through this
I'm not letting you go again
I love you Marissa
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