This is going to be awfully rushed and possibly terrible but I will fix when I have a chance you see I am at war with the mirror girl who is attempting to steal my idea. This is the second in my Wiclight (Wicked Twilight) series and is based off the song 'I'm Not That Girl' wish me luck.

And hey mirror girl I told you I would get it out before you.


Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl:

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl

Every so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl:

Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl

BPOV

"Hey Bella." I heard a voice call pulling me out of my thoughts. I turned to see no other than the boy of my dreams walking towards me. Too bad I was too afraid to admit it.

"Hey Edward." I said blushing slightly. "Can I help you with something?" I asked sheepishly. It wasn't everyday that guys like Edward Cullen talk to girls like me Plain Jane Bella Swan.

"Um yeah you're on the schools tutoring committee right?" he asked.

"Yeah for Biology and English." I mumbled brushing a piece of hair out of my hair.

I heard him whisper something that sounded like perfect but when I raised my head to look at him he looked away.

"I need help with English do you have any free slots where you could squeeze me in?" he asked, yeah like there was a line of people wanting to spend more time with me than necessary outside of school. My sarcasm is uncontrollable by the way.

"Um I think I'm free this Thursday, what exactly are you stuck with on English?" I asked.

"Essay content." He said rather quickly.

"Okay as I said I'm free on Thursday so if you're free we'll work on essay content." I said smiling at him.

"Thursday great. Um I'll meet you in the library after school." He said before running off in the other direction. I nodded to myself before getting into my truck and driving home.

At least I had Thursday to look forward to.

So Thursday arrived and I couldn't help but have a pit feeling in my stomach. You know the one, it's not quite a throwing up feeling but your stomach is expanding so widely and everything is falling through it making you feel like you're stuck on a rollercoaster.

When the final bell rang I made my way to the library and picked out a table and set out my books. Edward arrived a few moments later and we got to work.

"So basically you have to begin each essay with the same mundane sentence, the novel/play/poem/poet I have studied is ...... written by fill in blank here." I explained.

"Did anyone ever tell you your eyes are really beautiful?" Edward asked staring at me.

"Um.... n...no...." I stuttered feeling embarrassed.

"A shame." He muttered moving his gaze away from me.

"Huh?" I asked confused.

"You don't see yourself clearly do you?" he asked catching me off guard.

"Um... maybe we should get back to the work." I said avoiding the question.

He dropped the subject and we got back to the essay. Every so often our hands would brush off of each other and I felt a jolt of electricity run through me. Edward didn't seem to notice so I brushed it off.

When the library closed we packed up our stuff and walked out of the doors together.

"So thanks for helping me with the essay, same time next week?" he asked.

"Um... yeah sure..." I said fixing the shoulder strap of my bag.

"I really appreciate your help Bella." He said before placing a gentle kiss on my cheek. He then smiled and walked away.

I got into the cab of my trunk in a sort of daze and magically managed to get home without killing myself or any of the other drivers and pedestrians. When I reached home I floated to my room and collapsed on my bed, exhausted from the day I just had.

That was the first night I dreamt of Edward Cullen.


I was obsessed.

Truly and honestly I was obsessed.

No other way to describe it.

I was obsessed with Edward Cullen.

I began to crave the small talks we had during the school week to schedule his tutoring sessions and found myself paying a little more attention to what I was wearing and how my hair looked on Thursday.

"Hey Edward." I said walking up to our usual table in the library.

"Hey Bella." He said pulling my chair out for me. I smiled at that he was such a gentleman.

"So we managed to bring your English grade up and you're telling me you're failing Biology?" I asked shocked when he told me he wanted to switch our study topic to Biology.

"Yeah, but look at it this way we get to spend more time together." He said smiling at me. I smiled at him before pulling out my Biology book and beginning to go through the coursework.

About an hour into our session I felt Edward's gaze on me.

"What? Do I have something on my face?" I asked slightly embarrassed.

"Um yeah, let me get off for you." He said leaning forward and brushing his lips off of mine.

After recovering from my shock I moved closer and he wrapped his arms around my waist.

When we pulled away from each other he whispered "I think I got it. But I want to be sure." Before pressing his lips to mine again.

Not a bad tutoring session.


The next day we had no school so I decided to head into Port Angeles, the summer weather was looking up this year so I would need close for sunny weather.

I strolled around the stores of Port Angeles in a dreamy state. Edward had walked me back to my car after the tutoring session and had asked for my number before kissing me again and getting into his car.

I was in one store when I reached for a top that another girl the other side of the rack reached for at the same time.

I looked up and saw the girl was beautiful, blonde with sparkling blue eyes. You know the type.

"I was just browsing go ahead." I said letting go of the top.

"I thought I was reaching for something else, you should take it. The blue would really compliment your skin tone." She said handing it to me.

"Thanks." I said as she handed me the top. She smiled at me as I walked away. When I turned the corner I saw the blonde living the store and walking up to this guy and slinging her arm around his waist. He turned around and smiled at her and my heart broke.

She was with Edward.

I waited until they were gone from the front of the store before quickly leaving the store. I waited until I got to my truck before I let the tears fall.

I suppose guys like Edward don't fall for girls like me. If they didn't there wouldn't like be blondes like that.

And I suppose guys like Edward had a type of girl they went for. It's only fair when girls like me having a type of guy we go for.

He could be that boy for me.

But I'm not that Girl.

EPOV

I waited impatiently outside the umpteenth store; I think I'll call Bella.

I just hope she likes me as much as I like her. She's so beautiful she doesn't see it in herself but if she'd let me I would show her. I was about to take out my phone and call her when I felt an arm wrap around my waist.

"Finally." I said looking at my sister happy we could now go home. I love Rosalie but the girl had a tendency to overdo it with a credit card and a mall.

"Oh shut up Bro, be lucky I leave the house with you. I bump up your street cred." She joked.

I laughed as we walked up from the store. "What took you so long?"

"Um me and this girl accidentally grabbed the same top..." she began when I felt the need to interrupt.

"She won't need a trip to the emergency room will she?" I asked feeling the need to go back and see if an ambulance was pulling up outside the store.

"No, it happened once Edward okay. But no, I had reached for the wrong thing and the colour blue really went with the girl's skin tone so I told her to go for it." She said nudging my ribs.

"Well as long as it doesn't match her skin, that's okay." I said before having to drag her to the car.

As we pulled out of the mall parking truck I thought I saw Bella's truck but when looked back it was gone.

"So tell me about this tutor?" Rosalie said and I couldn't help but smile at the mention of Bella.

"You know the way each guy has his perfect girl defined in his head?" I asked her.

"Yeah, Emmett points to me when asked what his dream girl is like." She said dreamily thinking of her boyfriend who she met at college.

"Well Bella's that girl for me." I said driving down the road.

I only hoped I was that guy for her.


Group AWWW anybody.

Beat you to it the mirror girl!!!!!!!

Mwhahaha.

That cheered me up!!!!!

Love The Irish Cullen