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Voices st.1

It was a cold day at school and i was being me daydreaming towards the sky hoping the day would pass by. As i continued to daydream i didn't know but felt a pair of eyes stare at me across the room as if someone was watching...stalking me...as if someone was keeping an eye on me. I knew who it was. It was an old friend of mine whom i meet in kindergarden and she was a obsessive person. She has been always watching me everyday keeping an eye on me making sure i don't talk to other girls which makes me nervous despite the constant visits from her. But by this time her motives of why she's obsessed towards me nor tells me why. When class ended i began to pack up my bags and began to walk towards the exit of the school where i normally go. When i touched the door knob i heard her yell "wait up!" I stopped and looked at her running toward me and she caught up with me she clung as usual and we both walked out. While we were walking home we were both silent and i was concerned of not knowing why was she silent because she was usually noisy or chatty but maybe today wasn't a catty day for her.

When i told her that she's going back to her house she refused and said that she wants to come over and eat with me and talk to me. I was surprised because she always pretends to say she's going home and i would find out she's stalking me but this is strange but oh well. When we got inside i prepared a snack for the both of us, for some strange reason she didn't eat her snack nor moved an inch but just stared at me eating with still eyes that looks as if she was staring at my soul. I began to not move for a while nether did she for a whole minute, she suddenly asked me a question and i answered go right a head and this was one of the strangest things she ever said.

"Did you hear voices?"

I was nervous and thinking its a random question thinking its a joke and told her to stop messing with me but then she got up and pinned me down with her serious dead stare look.

"I was talking to you through my mind to yours! its much more easier and i know you can hear them!"

I was scared and not know what to do because i don't hear voices in my head nor what she is talking about but i presume she is trying to communicate with her mind but i don't know what i might hear from her broken mind. After a while at midnight she was still here following me around and staring at me waiting for me to respond if i can hear her, i told her i cannot hear the voices but she said nothing nor she opened her mouth to speak she is still using her mind to talk to me which is not working. When i got to my room i told my friend to go home she didn't and just sat on the chair as i began to lay down on frustration hoping she would be gone but i don't think she would be going anywhere. When i fell asleep i had a dream of a small voices or something i would hear from a phone. I looked at the random phone and began to pick it up and answered, When i put my ear on the phone i said, "Hello?" I heard this whispering of whatever it says to a loud scream following with a loud static so i hung up. I began to hear all of a sudden my friends voice and it was like multiple voices of her saying she lives me or she wants to be together forever. I put my ears on my head hoping this dream would end and it was driving me crazy. When i woke up i looked at the clock and it was one a.m in the morning and i thought to myself what a horrible nightmare. When i looked around it was all burry and began to think to myself i got to stop dreaming weird things. But i stopped in fear because there was presence beside me and i felt as if evil was next to me. I turned and i was shocked in terror because my friend was pale with red shot eyes and a creepy smile which would mean i succeeded hearing her voice in my head which means she was trying to tell me that she loves me through her mind. When i touched her she disappeared and i jumped back not knowing what just happened and thought it was an illusion. I thought of this of whats going on and went to my friends house and knocked on the door. Her mother opened the door and i was greeted and let in, i sat on the chair wanting to talk to my friends mother about what happened to her. She began to fold her hands and a few tears rolled down her eyes as if she was saddened to talk about this.

After a while she began to tell me my friend died a few hours ago from suicide and is in the church waiting to be buried but her room if full of you and she was too afraid to tell me the details in my friends room. the mother told me to follow her up her room and showed me my friends front door. I looked at the door and it looks like any other door, nothing to worry about i think. When i opened the door i gazed at her room that was full of pictures of me from we first meet and all the days that we did and its ether she was psychotically in love with me or just plain insane. When i looked around i found a couple of books of telepathy and diaries which i cannot read because its something i should stay away from. After a while i heard a small voice in my head which i cannot hear properly due to its fuzzy sound and it was shier pain. I began to hear the voice growing clearer and louder saying, "together forever." i put my ears on my head as my ears started to ring as the room started spinning, i felt like someone is inside my mind screaming these words in a horrifying way. Then it all stopped and began to fade as i felt a presence behind me, i turn around in surprise was my friend.

I began to jump back and backed away from her as far as i can, her eyes were so red, her sin was so pale, and her neck had rope marks on her. I struggled to the door knob to open but it was locked. I stared in horror as she quickly in a split second goes to me then hugs me, i wanted to get away but for some reason she was strong. I felt cold and exhausted as the light began to fade and felt sleepy. The only thing i saw was her whispering in my ear saying. "Ill never let you go, your mine forever."

st.2 the computer icon

It was midnight while i was doing a school report and i was nearly half done on this blasted homework. I began to look over in the internet out of boredom and began to notice a link that was strange in bold red which tempted me to click on it which i shouldn't but i clicked on it anyways. I saw was a black web page and then something started to download, i began to notice the four minute download which was going fast and i tried to stop it from downloading it by clicking on the cancel button but it wont work at all. It began a full download and then the black web page suddenly typed in (THANK YOU FOR DOWNLOADING ICON-TAN) and i was the first visitor. then the webpage suddenly turned into a 404 error, it was strange because every time i click on the link it wont let me in the page and just says 404 error. I suddenly noticed a chibi icon that had a word logo under it called (ICON-TAN), i clicked on it and all of a sudden the icon began to rip open and came out icon-tan. Her hair was whitish-blue, she was wearing like a sailor uniform and year mostly blue.

I gazed upon this icon-tan and noticed her moving around getting familiar with my dashboard. She looked at me and just gave me a big smile and says hello and thank you for downloading me, i hope we get along and i hope we have the best times on the computer and other things. I was surprised this icon can talk and have feelings as if she were alive, i began to ask questions and where and who was her creator. She told me no data or unknown but then she told me to not go that far on everything and asked me if she can help on my report that I'm doing. When she helped on the report it was finished and complete for tomorrows presentation. I felt like she was great use to me and she smiled and was glad that she was help to me.

A few weeks later i gotten use to icon-tan and she was a big help on everything and we would have long conversations and it was fun and all and it does seem she likes my attention but i guess thats how she is. By winter on a saturday when i opened my computer i was again greeted by icon-tan as usual and she would ask me whats up or what are we going to do today. I told her that i am going to buy a new computer that way better thank the current one I'm using. She suddenly began to feel sad and upset and asked me why? I told her that some people need to move on and improve in technology and i am not sure if i can obtain this old computer for a long period of time because i think i must move on. She began to suddenly shiver and her eyes began to become empty, then tears began to flow as if something in her mind snapped. She then puts her hands on the screen and screams "DONT DO IT! I HATE IT WHEN YOU LOOK AT OTHER COMPUTERS!" I was surprised and yet confused on why and asked her why not let me use a usb to transfer you to the one I'm buying. she suddenly pounds the screen with her fists and the screen cracks and yells, "NO! I DONT WANT TO! WHY MUST YOU REPLACE ME AFTER ALL THIS TIME I...I..."

i began to be a little scared because she began to show weird emotions and all the lights began to flicker. She had a long pause and began to smile and have empty gaze on me and as if she said happily saying this and says these words that ran chills in my spine.

"its because i love you"

I looked at her strange as if she suddenly has an emotion of love and began to stare at me for a long time which made me a little creeped out, when i grabbed the top of the laptop she began to be scared and upset yelled "no!" I said to icon-tan "goodbye icon-tan" and slammed the laptop and locked it away somewhere that i wont ever see it again. After some time passed when i got a new laptop and began to adjust its features on it and began exploring around it. I noticed a red tear on the top right screen thinking its a crack but i ignored it, then the red tear got bigger and longer up to when it covered half of the screen. I was scared and backed away from the computer and noticed a head coming out of the screen which was very similar to icon-tan a year ago, then a pair of arms reached out and slowly climbed out of the screen until the figure finally came out. She was bloody with a blue sailor uniform and blood around her, her grin was terrifying and her eyes were red as if she was completely insane she grabbed me and said to me "its been a long time user, now we can be together forever!" i whimpered "help me" and was forcibly pulled into the screen and everything was pitch black as if i was dead.