The Special Victims Unit Team Diaries

by Deb Olivia Humphrey

This is AU because in this fic, Noah is Liv's biological son, Serena Benson is still alive, and Munch has not retired yet. I know it says the team diaries, but it also includes entries from Serena Benson. Enjoy. Rated t for swear words.

Dear Diary,

This diary concept is new to me, so bear with me. I am Olivia Benson, Sergeant of the NYPD Special Victims Unit. It is a tough job, and especially tough when you have a child to care for. My son Noah is 2 months old,and I love him so much. The problem is, I am also in love with my job. Thanks to my wonderful babysitter, my former boss, Don Cragen, I can now have the best of both worlds.

I have never told anybody this. When I was 5, my mother started sodomizing me. She kept at it until I was 16. The Special Victims Unit investigates cases of child abuse, rape and rape-murders. I guess that is what motivates me to keep doing my job. Since the statute of limitations law was recently repealed in the state of New York, I am considering going forward with my story. I am scared though. I think I am going to tell Don. He is the only person I really trust.

Okay,the call went well. He is going to leave Noah with his wife Marge, which I am okay with, and come to meet me in my office. I trust him more than anybody I have ever met, including Elliot Stabler. Everybody thinks there was a fling between us, and they were right. Don was there when he broke my heart. I look up to him as a father, and he has told me that he thinks of me as his daughter. I have not been ready to call him Dad, but I am ready now.

Okay, I am still in tears. He just went and told Amanda, Fin, Munch, and Amaro. I was reluctant at first, but I agreed after a little cajoling from Don. Marge has already agreed to watch Noah for a few days, and I am grateful.

Oh great, the she devil (a.k. ) is calling. It has been 3 hours since I told. Dad has been reinstated Sergeant for the duration of this case. I am still Sergeant, but I can't investigate my own case. She called to threaten me, and I immediately told Dad.

-Sergeant Olivia Benson NYPD SVU

Dear Diary,

I cannot believe that bitch. I can do whatever the hell I want whenever the hell I want. I do not give a flying fuck about the law. She deserved everything I did to her. I don't care about her, and I told the detectives as much. I confessed to everything, and I am proud of what I did. She should go kill herself.

Serena Benson