*Disclaimer – I don't own digimon

Mimi sat on her bed in her new home sadly. She looked out the window and viewed the new home she would have to become accustomed to. She hated it here. It was nothing personal to the United States or anything it was just that she wanted to be back in Japan with her friends with Izzy. She hadn't even gotten the chance to tell him how she really felt. She didn't see a point seeing as she was moving to the U.S.

They had become so close. They would spend so much time together back in Japan. Now she's been in New York for a week without Izzy and she felt lonelier than ever. Palmon was also back in the digital world so it was basically her and her parents.

She walked over to the computer to check her email. Izzy had promised her that he would email her everyday. She looked forward to these daily emails. She loaded the computer and thought about how many girls there were in Japan. 'He's bond to find someone better than me.' She thought.

Finally the computer loaded and Mimi opened up her email account. Sure enough there was an email from Izzy. She felt her heart beat faster as she clicked on it.

Hey Mimi its Izzy. Sick of my emails yet? Well I miss you. Nothing's the same without you here. Even our friends are started to fall apart without you. Being the only girl, Sora got lonely and left our table to go sit with some girls from the tennis team. I guess it was bond to happen. How many girls can deal with a herd of guys alone forever? Not many. Anyway, how are you? How is America? I bet you've met loads of friends there. Forgotten about the rest of us yet? Well I hope you're happy and loved where you are. Wish you were here and I miss you.

-Izzy

"Oh Izzy I could never forget about you." She said aloud. She looked over at her nightstand where she had put up a picture of her and Izzy. She never would have done that in Japan but all of her friends were so far away that she knew nobody would see it and realize what he truly meant to her.

She walked to her closet and pulled out a sweatshirt and jeans and put them out for the next day. It was going to be her first day at her new high school and for once in her life she didn't care what she looked like. She just didn't want it to be her. She thought if she let herself show at her new school it would remind her how much she missed her old life and she didn't want that. She was determined to change.

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I'll never forget about you and I miss you too.

-Mimi

Izzy stared at the short letter Mimi had sent him. He smiled at her short but true words. He really did love her. He never got the chance to tell her before she moved either. It broke his heart not to see her.

He stared at the background on his computer. It was a picture of her smiling. It lit up his room. Too bad for him he didn't have time to change it before others showed up on expected.

BANG

Tai and Matt barged in unexpected and uninvited to Izzy's room. Izzy jumped up out of his chair and attempted to hide the computer screen but of course failed.

"What's that Izzy?" Matt asked teasingly.

"Would you look at that it's a picture of our good friend Meems." Tai said continuing to torture Izzy.

"Aww our little Izzy is growing up Tai."

"Matt I think I'm gonna cry."

"Both of you shut up and if you tell anyone about this you'll pay." Izzy said threateningly. Matt and Tai just laughed and shrugged it off.

"So Izzy we were going to hit the mall to look for girls want to come with?" Tai asked.

"I'll come but I'm not looking for girls." Izzy replied.

"Ya Tai Meem's wouldn't like that." Matt said amusing himself.

The two boys left the room and Izzy stayed behind for a minute. He took one last glance at the picture of Mimi and sighed and walked out of the room to follow his friends out the door.

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Mimi walked out of her room the next morning and her parents looked at her horrified.

"Mimi what are you wearing." Her mother asked shocked at her daughter's new wardrobe.

"Clothes, Mom." Mimi said and walked out the door not caring what her parents thought about her. She was making a statement. She wanted to go back to Japan and she was going to do anything to prove it.

Once Mimi arrived at her new school she looked around and saw a lot of similar things. Lockers, classrooms, and students filled the school and Mimi had never felt so small compared to the rest of the world. She walked to the office to receive her schedule.

"Hi I'm Mimi I'm new here." The secretary just nodded and handed her, her schedule. 'These people are rude.' Mimi thought and she hoped it would get better.

She walked into her first class room to have all the students staring at her. The teacher introduced her and Mimi said "Hi it's nice to meet all of you."

She walked over to her seat and a girl tripped her. Mimi fell to the ground and the class laughed. The girl turned to her group of friends. "I guess the new girl's the clumsy type." She commented laughing. She gave Mimi a dirty look and went back to facing her friends.

'Great' Mimi thought. 'The popular girls already hate me.' Mimi sat in the class feeling lonely. 'I hate it here.' She didn't care though. She wanted to be back in Japan. She wanted to be with her friends.

The classes seemed to be hours long each. Once Mimi finally made it too lunch she looked for a seat. She saw an empty table and started to walk over. "What a dork the new girl is. Look at the way she dresses." Mimi turned to see the group of girls she now figured to be the 'popular' girls staring at her and laughing. 'Great' thought Mimi 'I'm a social outcast.'

She walked over to the empty table and sat down quietly. Five minutes passed and a girl came and sat next to her. "Hi I'm Nellie" she said smiling. "What's your name?" Mimi looked up at the girl and forced a smile.

"Hi I'm Mimi." Mimi wanted to be polite to the girl but she also wanted to be alone.

"Well it's nice to meet you Mimi. Where are you from?" the girl asked politely.

"I'm from Japan."

"Wow and you came to America? Why'd you leave?"

"My dads company moved him here." Mimi said sadly.

"You're not happy about this I can tell."

"I miss my life"

Nellie looked at Mimi comfortingly. "I'm sorry that must have been really hard on you. Hey I know why don't you come over after school I can help you catch yup on your work." She offered.

Mimi looked up at her. So many people were already against her that she didn't want to be rude. So she smiled nicely. "Sure."

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"I don't want to say this to you but I think you should let Mimi go." Matt said after him Tai and Izzy had a long talk about Izzy's feelings about Mimi.

The group of three was sitting at Tai's house playing Mario Kart on Wii. Izzy sighed. "But I love her Matt."

Matt looked at him seriously. "I know that and I honestly think she has feelings for you too, but Izzy she's in America and you're in Japan. You are torturing the both of you. It's not healthy. If you let her go she can go on with her life and you can go on with yours."

Izzy put down the Wii controller and his eyes filled with sadness. "I guess you're right. I personally don't want to let Mimi go but it's what's right for her. So I have to do it. I'll see you guys later."

Izzy left to go home and Tai and Matt sat there.

"Do you think I did the right thing?" Matt asked Tai.

"He's unhappy without her Matt. You had no choice."

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Mimi came home and checked her email. She smiled seeing it was from Izzy.

Mimi…I wish I didn't have to do this but I do. I love you and I always will, but it's not enough. You are too far away and it's killing me to keep living like this. I'm never going to have you and I have to face that. That's why I'm doing this. I'm letting go of you and everything that we've been through. I need to move on with my life and I can't do that If I'm always in contact with you. I'm so sorry. I do love you don't get me wrong. I'm changing my phone number and email address that way you can't find me. I don't want to do this Mimi please understand. But everybody keeps telling me I'm hurting myself doing this and you. You need to move on to your new friends no have me nagging on you all the time. Sora emailing you at times is one thing but I'm here everyday and it's not good for us. I'm sorry Mimi and I do love you with all my heart. Just in a deeper way. I don't just love you. I'm in love with you.

-Izzy

Mimi's heart crashed into a million pieces before her eyes. "Izzy" she whispered. "Don't do this I need you. I love you too." She started to cry. She ran to her bed wrapped herself under her covers and stuffed her face into her pillow. She lay there and cried for hours. She refused to eat dinner or even leave her room. She felt more alone than ever before. She fell asleep crying over and over again. "Izzy please don't leave me."

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A/N- ok so kind of depressing ending but it will get better for the two. I wanted to make two longer stories so I'm working on this koumi on and a takari one. Those are my two favorite couples after all. And in my mind both did get married at the end of the series. Hey takari was supposedly married in the Japanese version. And both koumi and takari were going to be one of the four original couples that were going to get married…. So they just forgot to mention them. After all mimi and izzy's kid have somewhat color hair carmel and red. Heehee. And mimi and izzy are next to each other at the end. Haha I drabble on whatever. Review please.