" You know your going to have to tell me sooner or later. I can't discharge
you until I find out why you tried to off yourself. By the way I received a
letter from your mother a couple days ago. She seemed very distraught about
the fact you might miss Ron's graduation. Don't you want to see Ron on his
special day?" " No offense but I really don't want to see a bunch a gits
graduate." " Now Mr. weasley I can't force you to tell me,but I need to make
sure you know what happens to my patients who stay with us. You'll be locked
in a quite room for 2 hours everyday to reflect. Forced into group
discussions to gain some confidence. And will remain in my care until I sort
out whatever it was that messed with your mind. Is that what you really
want?" I sat there looking out the windows watching the birds fly away to
greet their freedom. And I was stuck in some muggle hospital for the insane
and tormented. She sat their watching me as I was doing to the birds. Tears
fell down my face as I thought about what had really sent me over the edge,
but what can I tell her that will make her believe me well enough to leave?
" Mr. Weasley are you all right?" " Love." "Excuse me I don't follow what
about love?" " Love. Love is what pushed me over the edge. I'm not mentally
disturbed I was heart broken and drunk when I slit my wrists. I shouldn't be
here I should be at home with my family who needs me." "Ah, I see. Well do
you really feel you can handle it? Because if you are sent back to me you
must stay at St. John's Hospital for the Mentally Disturbed for a year term
of therapy." " I know." Well do you want me to discharge you?" A lump formed
in my throat and I couldn't speak so I nodded. It had been 6 months since I
had been at the burrow with my family. And now I was going home." Walking
down the quite halls I stopped and listen. " Jenni do you really think its
wise to send him back out there so soon?" " No, not really Robert but he
hasn't made much progress and he seems homesick maybe going home will help.
But I'll tell you this I do except to seem him back here by fall." My cheeks
turned crimson how dare they think I'm some kind of loony freak who can't
face the real world I'll show them. " Everyone I'm sure George and Percy
will be here any second now." Mrs. Weasley huffed at her husbands comment as
she paced in the kitchen. " Molly I'm sure they 'll be here." " Mom look its
george." Fred yelled happily as his twin neared the house. I was about a
foot from the door when it opened and I was attacked by my twin. " George
its great to see you. How was your trip?" "Oh it was fine. I missed you
though." " Same here bro." Fred teared up as he said this. " Six months with
out your twin is like six months without your soul." Dad came out of the
house with Mom, Bill, and Charlie following his trail. " Well I think we
should be going now." " Arthur we can't Percys not here yet." Mrs Weasley
protested but her husband replied. " He's a big boy molly he knows how to
get places." We ended up taking a muggle cab to the train station. The train
ride was pretty quite except for the fact mom was crying about how Ron was
growing up so fast. Fred nudged me " God was she like this when we
graduated?" " Probably" I smirked. Apparently Bill decided to join the
conversation. "I've ridden this train with her three times and its the same
every year. Excpet for your graduation she was crying about how you would
destroy the world with your pranks." I guess I was gazing out the window
because Fred kept hitting me. "What?!?!?!" I yelled. " Geez Goerge whats
wrong?" "Nothing I'm just tired thats all." After arriving at Hogwarts and
witnessing the graduation we weaved in and out of the crowds to talk to
people we knew. During that time period we heard mom scream "Ronnie" as he
screeched trying to get away. Finally, I spotted Harry. " Oi Harry!" I stood
there watching him try to remember who i was. " Hey George." He said walking
up. "Boy you've changed a lot. I could barely tell who you were." I'm fine
as of right now. Man I haven't seen you in two years. You look all
responsible what happened?" I joked. " One word HERMIONE." "oh" I said as I
could slowly feel my heart breaking apart piece by piece. "So..." I said
starting to shift around. " Your a couple now?" " God no" Harry laughed. "
No, actually she hasn't had a boyfriend since you left Hogwarts. Every guy
that has asked she turned down." All of a sudden Someone placed their hands
over my eyes and whispered "Guess Who?" into my ear. I got this feeling from
just the touch of their hands and I knew it was hermione. " Hey" i said as
she took her hands away. " Hey george. How are you? I've missed you so
much." Looking straight into her eyes I knew she was serious. " How was your
trip?" " Oh... my trip was..." I struggled to find the words. " I guess it
was interesting." I couldn't face her so soon. Tears filled my brown eyes as
i looked at her. It was as if i was drowning in all the feelings I had for
her. As if all my feelings over the past two years came flooding back. I
will not cry in front of her i told myself many times. I tried to smile but
i knew my face was screwed up. So slowly i walked away. " Harry whats wrong
with him?" " Hermione your the smart one can't you see he still has feelings
for you and its hard on him." " Harry so do I. Why do you think i never
dated anyone else? It was because I still loved George. I just thought that
by now he would be over what happened." I walked over to the quidditch pitch
and sat in the stands remembering my 7th year and the night i broke up with
hermione. I was walking down the corridor when i spotted Fred. " Oi Fred.
Have you seen hermione?" " Ya, shes in the common room with Ron." I couldn't
believe how happy I was that night. I remember skipping to the Gryffindor
tower. Password. " Fairy Lights" I replied cheerfully. Walking in I saw the
worst thing that ever could happen. I saw Ron snogging Hermione. I don't
even know why I keep this ring i was going to give her that night if she had
accepted my proposal. I thought to myself why am I the only weasley loser?
Luv always, ~*~mary~*~
you until I find out why you tried to off yourself. By the way I received a
letter from your mother a couple days ago. She seemed very distraught about
the fact you might miss Ron's graduation. Don't you want to see Ron on his
special day?" " No offense but I really don't want to see a bunch a gits
graduate." " Now Mr. weasley I can't force you to tell me,but I need to make
sure you know what happens to my patients who stay with us. You'll be locked
in a quite room for 2 hours everyday to reflect. Forced into group
discussions to gain some confidence. And will remain in my care until I sort
out whatever it was that messed with your mind. Is that what you really
want?" I sat there looking out the windows watching the birds fly away to
greet their freedom. And I was stuck in some muggle hospital for the insane
and tormented. She sat their watching me as I was doing to the birds. Tears
fell down my face as I thought about what had really sent me over the edge,
but what can I tell her that will make her believe me well enough to leave?
" Mr. Weasley are you all right?" " Love." "Excuse me I don't follow what
about love?" " Love. Love is what pushed me over the edge. I'm not mentally
disturbed I was heart broken and drunk when I slit my wrists. I shouldn't be
here I should be at home with my family who needs me." "Ah, I see. Well do
you really feel you can handle it? Because if you are sent back to me you
must stay at St. John's Hospital for the Mentally Disturbed for a year term
of therapy." " I know." Well do you want me to discharge you?" A lump formed
in my throat and I couldn't speak so I nodded. It had been 6 months since I
had been at the burrow with my family. And now I was going home." Walking
down the quite halls I stopped and listen. " Jenni do you really think its
wise to send him back out there so soon?" " No, not really Robert but he
hasn't made much progress and he seems homesick maybe going home will help.
But I'll tell you this I do except to seem him back here by fall." My cheeks
turned crimson how dare they think I'm some kind of loony freak who can't
face the real world I'll show them. " Everyone I'm sure George and Percy
will be here any second now." Mrs. Weasley huffed at her husbands comment as
she paced in the kitchen. " Molly I'm sure they 'll be here." " Mom look its
george." Fred yelled happily as his twin neared the house. I was about a
foot from the door when it opened and I was attacked by my twin. " George
its great to see you. How was your trip?" "Oh it was fine. I missed you
though." " Same here bro." Fred teared up as he said this. " Six months with
out your twin is like six months without your soul." Dad came out of the
house with Mom, Bill, and Charlie following his trail. " Well I think we
should be going now." " Arthur we can't Percys not here yet." Mrs Weasley
protested but her husband replied. " He's a big boy molly he knows how to
get places." We ended up taking a muggle cab to the train station. The train
ride was pretty quite except for the fact mom was crying about how Ron was
growing up so fast. Fred nudged me " God was she like this when we
graduated?" " Probably" I smirked. Apparently Bill decided to join the
conversation. "I've ridden this train with her three times and its the same
every year. Excpet for your graduation she was crying about how you would
destroy the world with your pranks." I guess I was gazing out the window
because Fred kept hitting me. "What?!?!?!" I yelled. " Geez Goerge whats
wrong?" "Nothing I'm just tired thats all." After arriving at Hogwarts and
witnessing the graduation we weaved in and out of the crowds to talk to
people we knew. During that time period we heard mom scream "Ronnie" as he
screeched trying to get away. Finally, I spotted Harry. " Oi Harry!" I stood
there watching him try to remember who i was. " Hey George." He said walking
up. "Boy you've changed a lot. I could barely tell who you were." I'm fine
as of right now. Man I haven't seen you in two years. You look all
responsible what happened?" I joked. " One word HERMIONE." "oh" I said as I
could slowly feel my heart breaking apart piece by piece. "So..." I said
starting to shift around. " Your a couple now?" " God no" Harry laughed. "
No, actually she hasn't had a boyfriend since you left Hogwarts. Every guy
that has asked she turned down." All of a sudden Someone placed their hands
over my eyes and whispered "Guess Who?" into my ear. I got this feeling from
just the touch of their hands and I knew it was hermione. " Hey" i said as
she took her hands away. " Hey george. How are you? I've missed you so
much." Looking straight into her eyes I knew she was serious. " How was your
trip?" " Oh... my trip was..." I struggled to find the words. " I guess it
was interesting." I couldn't face her so soon. Tears filled my brown eyes as
i looked at her. It was as if i was drowning in all the feelings I had for
her. As if all my feelings over the past two years came flooding back. I
will not cry in front of her i told myself many times. I tried to smile but
i knew my face was screwed up. So slowly i walked away. " Harry whats wrong
with him?" " Hermione your the smart one can't you see he still has feelings
for you and its hard on him." " Harry so do I. Why do you think i never
dated anyone else? It was because I still loved George. I just thought that
by now he would be over what happened." I walked over to the quidditch pitch
and sat in the stands remembering my 7th year and the night i broke up with
hermione. I was walking down the corridor when i spotted Fred. " Oi Fred.
Have you seen hermione?" " Ya, shes in the common room with Ron." I couldn't
believe how happy I was that night. I remember skipping to the Gryffindor
tower. Password. " Fairy Lights" I replied cheerfully. Walking in I saw the
worst thing that ever could happen. I saw Ron snogging Hermione. I don't
even know why I keep this ring i was going to give her that night if she had
accepted my proposal. I thought to myself why am I the only weasley loser?
Luv always, ~*~mary~*~