DISCLAIMER OBVIOUSLY IM NOT KOG SO I DONT OWN ELSWORD ALTHOUGH I ALSO WANT TO THIBK MY IDEA IS MY ORIGINAL IDEA SORRY IF IT SEEMS LIKE SOMETHIN YOU KNOW. IVE NEVER HEARD OF ANYTHING LIKE IT SOOOO. MY WRITING IT. DEAR READERS AND REVIEWS AT ALL IS HAPPILY EXCEPTED. PLEASE ENJOY
Prologue 1
Chung Sieker, June 23, 2015
I feel horrible. No more than horrible. Is there even a word strong enough to describe this emotion of mine? Maybe there isn't, but my shame doesn't help either. After all this time and still I can not look her in the eyes. I am the one to blame. I am the heinous monster that did this to her. Why? Why has life been so cruel? Just as I started to truly feel that life has dealt its blows to me and is being kind for a change... only for it to not give me any punishment. Oh Elesis how will I face you? Will we be together again?
Chung Sieker, July 11, 2015
I was with Elsword today. He handles the topic of Elesis to an extent. He has trained ever harder since that day, and the darkness inside me does not know how he does it. The darkness...I see Elesis in him. I miss her so much. Oh Elesis. Elesis why? Elesis why only you!? Why you at all!? Why wasn't it I to have the punishment!? Elesis!- the writing is to dark and scribbled to read here an obvious angry mess was left on the paper during its scripture.
Chung Sieker, August 7, 2015
It-It is unbelievable I can not be any happier. She...she...Elesis. I can't even begin to write a correct form of my feelings now. I am overwhelmed with joy and relief at today. I know elsword is as well, and yet...the darkness still lurks here. Still I can not fully face you. Elesis where do I even begin?
